𝐀𝐁𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐔𝐓𝐄.𝘁 𝗢𝗶𝗸𝗮𝘄𝗮

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𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐔 𝐀𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 - 𝐎𝐦𝐚𝐫 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐟𝐭. 𝐑𝐮𝐞𝐥

It felt like your life had changed after Friday night, the dynamic between you and Tooru had changed not enough for it to be considered a talking stage but too much tension and casualness to be considered a purely platonic relationship.

You were confused but for once you were fine with it.

He was appalled with himself too, from the night after the party ended up until Sunday morning he had just been inexplicably joyous since then. Aran and Akaashi witnessed it themselves, seeing how after you left the party he just had a glint in his eyes that couldn't be stifled even after your presence had been long gone. For half an hour he had just ranted on to the both of them about everything about you that drove him absolutely mad.

Even his mother and sister had wondered what spirit had possessed him to not be so frumpy even while having to do chores. You had an effect on him and it was as clear as day.

He accepted the fact he had a crush on you, a major crush even.

His current problem was what he was going to do about it. You intimidated him in a very uncanny manner but he only saw it as another of your great traits, your persona and reputation were gigantic and so was his, by now there had already been rumors going around about you two.

In what world was he going to make moves on you without having it become a public affair? He didn't want to subject you to gossip like that as it seemed unfair. He's had a history of being labeled as a playboy, hell even you knew that you would never be able to escape it if you started dating.

Dating?!

The boy hadn't even asked if you were on the market and he was already thinking about dating you. This was some next-level mind games you had on him. Then again he fought with himself too, what if you were playing him, there was no possible way you would date him due to your rationality. He just had to play it cool and keep his options open.

For some reason, you seemed to be fighting the very same battles he was. You didn't know whether or not to cut things off with Wakatoshi once and for all, there was no definite telling if Oikawa even liked you just because you danced together and talk frequently means absolutely jackshit if there isn't evidence to back up the fact if he might be interested in you so maybe in the near future you may have to break things off with Ushijima.

 In fact, you had remembered you planned on meeting up with him next week, so much for not having a social life but in all honesty, all you did was study. Hell you were studying right now, it was part of your cycle. Studying was as much of a routine as working out or skincare to you as to anybody.

You could make it far solely on your own knowledge but studying was like a crutch , you'd swear you never needed it until you get injured and even then you were still reluctant up until you'd realize you would fall if you never used it. So for hours a day you would go at it and study until your brain was fried and you went through more cups of tea than you can remember. Your eye bags being a testament of your constant efforts. To you it was all worth it though for very apparent reasons.

And even through your studies nothing plagued your mind like he did, it actually pissed you off that he held such capacity of your mind but deep down your frustration made you want to do something about it so you video called him.

He picked up quite fast too.

"L/n why are you calling me this early in the morning."

"Can I not talk to you, damn."

Little did he know you had noticed how his voice had sounded low and gruff and that his hair was scuffed up and disheveled that had let you know he had just woken up recently. The lower than usual tone of voice surprising you quite a bit.

"Nah just asking. What's going on."

"Nothing much just wanted to chat for a bit because Shio didn't pick up the phone." you pulled lies straight out of your ass, you hadn't even texted or attempted to call her, you just wanted a shield to hide behind so he wouldn't see your feelings right through you.

He himself was too hiding, he was a tad bit irritated too that you just had to call him and see him in one of his worst looking states but still eager to see your face and feel your presence.

You talked about trivial things such as chores, school. The same old but you didn't dare to touch on what had happened on the party in fear of the awkward atmosphere but how surprised you were when he had mentioned it instead.

"Yeah how was the party?" he asked in a teasing manner , wanting to truly know of your thoughts of the both of you dancing together.

"The party was really good, the people, the drinks, the music and dancing...."

"Yeah that Rihanna song sounded so good coming from the speakers and under the red lights." he said trying to egg you on further .

"Yeah dancing with you was kinda fun."

"Kinda?! I know you have a more extensive vocabulary than kinda.'"

 You swallowed your pride as you felt heat in your cheeks and ears "Okay I liked dancing with you. Is that better then."

"Much better." he said while not even trying to stifle his smile.

The video call became much more silent as to where you both had just decided to end it. You had pushed your head fully into your pillow and screamed because of how much he had an effect on you. 

This crush was truly something of wondrous sorts.

His mother and sister had been taken aback by his joyous mood on a Sunday morning. Most of the time he didn't even bother to be up by 12 AM but you had suddenly managed to do this.

You were a special person for sure.

A/N

You will not believe how long it actually took for me to write this because I was procrastinating for days

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