Notice Me Jay Salvatore (Leslie Aragon's story)

Chapter 18 : Revenge is still on-going

Now what leslie? Itutuloy mu pa ba ang planu mo?

I just sigh..

''Hoy bruha! Kayo na!'' napabaĺik ako sa wisyo nang kalabitin ako ni Shaira.

Nasa harap na pala si Jay na hawak ang essay nya. Tumayo naman ako with poise sa tabi nya.

We exchange papers, bali ako ang babasa sa Sagot nya then vice versa.

''you may start!'' Miss demanded.

''you go first'' he whisper that gaves me goosebump. Then i noddel. Hell creature! Anung nangyayari sa akin?

Nagfocuse ako sa paper nya then read it loud.

'' 1. Why do others doesnt notice your presence? Because there is a wall behind you and the person you want to notice you, 2nd. Your not a headturner and lastly he/she dont want you to be part of their life, be practical''truth hurts''

It damn hits me!.. what the fuck , belong ako sa sagot nya..

''2. What will you do to make him/her Notice you'? Try to wreck the walls and the barier between you and that person. But some people believes in Destiny and thought that it would be the one helping them to meet two person, in a perfect time,perfect place and perfect moment.''

Nothings perfect! Yeah, no time,place and moment are perfect! Gaddamn!!

''3. If he/she start to Notice you, what would you do? I dont know exactly but the least i'll do is to treasure each momentum with that certain person.''

Treasure? What the bedtime!? Oh come on?'..

Maraming pumalakpak sa essay ni jay, na ako ang bumasa, nOw its hes turn naman.
'' 1. Why do others doesnt notice your presence? They are busy also pursuing someone to make them notice their existence. And also they are busy finding something and that something doesnt found in you.''

Its fuckin true..
''2. What will you do to make him/her Notice you'? Change lifestyle the way he/she wanted, change every detail that he/she doesnt wanted from the old you and practically? Just damn change yourself for the better.''

Napalingun si Jay sa akin with hes painful smile! Oh gosh' scratch the Drama! As if big deal ang pag change ko.. im better from my old kaya'
''3. If he/she start to Notice you, what would you do? I would'nt mind at all, if he/she starts to notice me then i'd stop and make things reverse that would be capable for him/her and start a goal to make me notice him/her presence. The situation ïs now turned reversely. Simple as that.''

Pagkatapos na pagkatapos nya itong basahin ay binigay nya sakin ang papel at lumabas..

Ohkay? Anung problema nya!?

''tsk.. thank you Leslie you may sit! Next'' miss proclaim.

Umupo nalang ako ..

Makalipas ang ilang oras ay natapos na lahat at umalis na si Miss. Di parin bumabalik si Jay..

May lumapit sakin, its Sislie Diaz-- ang cheerleader/captain ng school, or the hot biatch of the campus.

''alam na nya ang revenge thingy mo girl, kaya back off''

After that umalis na sya.

I know what she means..alam na pala nya..

I felt a knife in my heart, it hurts but its the fuckin truth

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kami nalang ni shaira at shane ang natira sa room.

''answer my damn question Leslie Aragon! Do you STILL love him?'' Shaira emphasize the word still

''Oo nga Les, akala ko ba revenge na lang ang pag lapit lapit mo!'' Shane added

I just Sigh again '' i dont know, still! But last night....''

''last night you do felt it right?'' Shaira continued ''you do, right?''

I nodded..

Bwesit!! Bakit ba kasi ang daling umiba ng isip ng puso ko. Last time i check it was full of anger.. but now its more on satisfaction

''then stop you revenge thingy'' shane paused ''hindi ko ito sinasabi para makawala ka sa hawla ng pagpapakatanga mo ńoon, i just want you to be happy, if he likes you? Then go for it.. bakit? Pag tinuloy muba yang revenge mo sa huli sasaya kaba? Makukuntento kaba?''

Hindi,hindi ako magiging masaya, hindi ako makukuntento!

Iwan ko ngunit biglang nanubig ang mata ko, kasabay nun ang malutong na sampal ni shaira

''Sinampal kita, hindi dahil sa may galit ako sayo o anu! Iyon ay dahil para magising ka sa sariling gawang bangungot mo! Kung mahal mo sya dapat handa kang masaktan at huwag humingi ng kapalit, stop that revenge! Kung nasasaktan karin naman pala!.. enough na you've change! Stop that pathetic drama at hanapin mo na sya!''

I smiled at dali daling lumabas to search jay..

Ilang minuto rin akong naghahanap

''excuse ate, si kuya Jay ba ang hinahanap mo?'' a girl ask so i nodded '' asa rooftop po sya''

I smilf ''thank you''

Pumunta akong rooftop. Nakakapagod tumakbo.

Nanginginig pa ang tuhod ko, pero pinilit kong buksan ang pinto..

Napa upo ako , bilyon~bilyong karayum ang tumutosok sa katawan ko, Jay and Sislie .. they are kissing

Natapos sila at naghahabol ng hininga, pinilit kung tumayo at tumalikod

''L-Leslie?,, wait...'' he said at nagmadali kung pinunasan ang luha ko at tumakbo.

''My revenge is still on-going!'' i murmured