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It all went tumbling down like stone

⚠️ This chapter will contain trauma and pills. I don't recommend doing any of these things! If your suffering from depression and anxiety I'm right there with you please don't try to kill yourself it would be very heart breaking!! This is just for entertainment purposes only! Don't try any of these things! ⚠️

I chased after Grell cause man literally broke my vase when I clearly said don't break anything!

Once we entered the living room everyone was looking at a notebook that was sitting on the coffee table "stop chasing me y/n!" Grell squealed as she hid behind Sebastian "Fine! But if you break anything else you're a dead reaper" I sighed and glared at her.

"Why y'all staring at that notebook like that-" Once my eyes landed on the notebook I flinched

"Is there something that matters y/n?" Alios asked me and watched as I took a step back "why is that out of its box...." I asked, nobody dared to say anything

"Can we open it.." I heard Ciel's voice, I looked at them with a sad look on my face. "if you want to know how my family treated me go right on ahead" I crossed my arms and sat down on the couch far away from the coffee table

"Are you sure" William looked at me very unsure whether to do so it not

"Just read it before I changed my mind!" I shouted, Sebastian picked up the notebook everyone was trying to see as well.

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"I found hope chasing after a dream I'd never get to take part in. People say that dreams are more of a different reality that you can do whatever you want.. Truth is it's not always sunshine and rainbows you see" a narrator of y/n's voice bummed out of nowhere

The group listening in rather intently then they ever did before "you'd think a weeb like me would actually have plenty of hope in their lives, truth is I never had any of that" a short version of y/n appeared in their sight she was crying tears of joy but that joy quickly left as a woman and men stood side by side both their hands on their daughters shoulder.

"my family suffered from abuse from both their parents I almost suffered that same fate but turns out my parents didn't want to hurt me they wanted to jump off of me" y/n was now receiving an earful from her parents shoving low grades in her face

"my mom wanted me to go to a ultimate high school with the other great students but I couldn't go because at the end of the semester my grades started to slip even more then before, I was a disgrace to the l/n family never have I let them down" y/n cried in her room, she turned on the tv and started watching black butler. "I thought maybe if I watch black Butler it will make me feel better, I realized that me and Ciel were kind of alike, we both suffered from depression." Y/n started to get her grades back on track

"I was able to get A's and B's but by that time my mom had gotten pregnant again... I got a younger brother and sister, I was able to take this as an opportunity and help them with their studies so they don't take the same route I took" two siblings appeared and it seemed to be (S/N) (B/N)

S/n: sisters name

B/n: brothers name

"Stop reading it!" Y/n's voice came into the BB cast minds but they didn't listen they kept paying attention to the notebook

"I wanted my siblings to be proud of me but it all changed when that fateful day came" y/n stood in front of her parents as they gave a disappointed expression toward the girl, y/n gripped the trim of her shorts trying to talk to the adults. "I tried reasoning with them but they wouldn't listen, and a few days later they... Kicked me out" y/n was thrown onto the hard concrete of the sidewalk feeling nothing but sadness and pain. Y/n walked along the many people of the streets but they plugged their nose trying to scurry past the girl.

"Never have I felt embarrassed by the l/n family, I wanted to erase my very existence by killing myself. I decided to take overdoses of different pills but Yamasu and Maniko stopped me everytime. an image of the three friends walked together to and from school, y/n never stopped walking, she headed into the woods not caring if she gets kidnapped

"I found a very livable abandoned house. It was quite huge, with every minute I spent in that house I fixed up everything myself. I got a job that pays more than $2.000 and I was able to pay everything: the water bill, car bill, light bill, I was even granted help from my landlord who accepted the house." y/n stood in front of the house with a peace sign and a photo being taken in front of her.

The book closed itself and landed back into its box. "I told you to stop..." Y/n breathed out, the group looked at her surprised by the whole past thing.

"I never wanted you guys to find that, you guys come from a different universe" I stood up and walked out towards the door frame "You guys don't know what I went through just to get to where I am now, I worked high and low for what I own. Some of you will stay high and rich, never knowing what the commoners below you would think" I left the house getting in my car and driving God knows where.

"I'm starting to think we shouldn't have looked at her notebook" Grell looked down at the ground.

"We should apologize when she gets back" the group nodded with Alois's statement

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Y/n's POV

I parked my car in the driveway, I entered the house finding it dark. 'I guess they went to bed' I sighed and walked into the kitchen, finding everyone there "what are y'all doing?" I looked at the food on the table.

"We're sorry we should have stopped when you told us too" Sebastian bowed his head "we're truly sorry" at this point everyone had their heads down

"It's fine! Stop I cooled down hours ago! Get up, oh my Lord" they still held their heads low not moving

"Ok this is ridiculous I'm not like those other people holding a grudge plus how can I be mad at my favorite trouble makers" I patted their heads and sat down to eat dinner "Your welcome!" I said my grace.

"Thanks for the food!" I clapped my hands together, and started eating.

And just like that I wasn't mad at them anymore.