My Best Mistake (UNDER EDITING)

Chapter 7 - Nessa's POV

I wake up to the sweet smell of waffles. I rub my eyes as I sit up in bed. I stretch out my arms as I yawn. That was the best sleep I've had in a while. Crow's chest is surprisingly comfortable. His hand felt so warm on my back. It was very relaxing.

I walk into my bathroom. I do my usual routine and go into the living room/kitchen area. I see Crow cooking breakfast. He's shirtless and his back muscles are just. . . wow. Wait, what am I saying?

"Good morning, sleepy-head," Crow says as he grabs some plates.

"Good morning. Did you sleep alright," I ask, grabbing a water from the fridge.

"I slept fine, Nessie. Did you sleep okay?"

"Surprisingly, I slept like a baby."

"That's good. I'm glad. What are your plans for today?"

"Um, I'm not sure yet. I'm probably going to stay home and catch up on school stuff. What about you?"

"I don't have anything going on. I was thinking we could hang out today, if you want."

"Yeah, that sounds like fun."

Crow sets out my plate. I look down and see that he's cut up my waffle for me. I smile and pick up the syrup. I drizzle some over my waffle. This looks so yummy! I take a bite of my waffle and moan. Crow quickly snaps his head up to look at me.

"That good, huh," he chuckles.

"Oh, shut up," I giggle back.

Crow sets down a mug of coffee in front of me. I smile as I take a sip. I've always loved coffee. I know the caffeine addiction isn't good but fuck it. It tastes like heaven if it's made right, which Crow definitely did.

"Is your breakfast good," Crow asks, taking a bite of his waffle.

"It's great, thank you."

After breakfast, Crow and I cuddled on the couch and watched Disney movies. I felt myself slipping into little space, but I can't let Crow know that. I feel him start to play with my hair and that doesn't help. I wish I could be little around him, but I don't want to risk our friendship.

"Something on your mind, Nessie?"

Damn it! Why'd he have to ask me a question?

"No, I'm okay," I say, trying to suppress my little voice.

"Are you sure? You can talk to me."

"I'm sure. I'm okay."

A complete and total lie, but I can't let him know. He'll probably think it's weird and then he'll leave me too. I can't lose him, I just can't. I'll suck it up. I'll be fine. We go back to watching the movie. Crow starts to rub my back. I yawn and he chuckles.

"You know what that does," I say in a sleepy tone.

"I do, but I can tell you need a nap. You barely slept last night, Nessie. Get some rest. I'll be right here."

"Okay, thank you."

"No problem, Nessie."

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*3 Month Time Skip*

I'm getting ready to go to the club with my friend Bambi. I met her in Biology class freshman year and we hit it off. We hang out occasionally, but she's been my motivator after I told her about Derek. She talked me into going clubbing tonight and I knew I needed to go back out there and forget about Derek.

Hey, I'm not really feeling myself tonight. I just feel like every dress I try on looks stupid. - Ness🦝

Girl, you look like a million bucks. I know I can't see you but trust me. - Bambi🦌

I don't know, Bambi. . . - Ness🦝

You know what gets my self esteem back up after a shitty day? - Bambi🦌

What? - Ness🦝

Taking a nude and just hyping myself up. If you don't have the motivation I will definitely hype you up! - Bambi🦌

Does it have to be nude? - Ness🦝

You can just take a pic in your bra and underwear. Trust me, it works. - Bambi🦌

Bambi's idea sounds crazy right now, but I trust her. I know she'd hype me up and I feel like we're at that level in our friendship. I'd do the same for her. I sit on my knees infront of my mirror. I slide one of my bra straps off my shoulder and bring my thumb up to my bottom lip. This is pretty much the only sexy pose I know how to do. I take the picture and send it to Bambi.

Bitch, oh my god! If I wasn't as straight as a pole, I'd so fuck you! 😍🥵 - Bambi🦌

Lmao, thank you, Bambi. I do feel a bit better now. - Ness🦝

I put on a navy-blue, sparkly mini-dress and put on some light makeup. I curl the ends of my hair and put it up in a pony tail. I send a picture to Bambi letting her know I'm ready to go.

Now you're really starting to make me question things, lol. You look amazing! I'll be there in 10. - Bambi🦌

I giggle at Bambi's text. I wait in the living room for her to tell me she's outside. I get the text not too long after and head down to the parking lot. I get into her car and we head to the club.

"So, what's the goal for tonight? Get drunk? Get laid? Both," she asks excitedly.

"Um, I'm not too sure. Probably just get a tad tipsy, dance a little, then go home. You know I'm not much of a party girl."

"I know, but you needed to get out of that apartment. It's not good to be cooped up in your own sadness."

"I know, I just didn't have the motivation."

"That's what you have me for," she giggles.

I giggle along with her as we pull into the club parking lot. We get out of her car and wait in the line full of people. It is a friday night, so we didn't expect anything less. We finally reached the bouncer and showed him our ID's. He lets us through. Bambi and I walk in and smile at each other. Now, this is where the night really begins.