Gone

Chapter 11

I woke up, hearing the front door shut closed loudly. I immediately sat up and looked down the hall way. I heard someone walking and I started to get a sickly feeling in my stomach. I turned around and looked into Alex's eyes. he was sitting up on the sofa with his legs on the lounge too, and I was sitting up next to him. I was really confused as to why Alex didn't look worried at all.
"Good afternoon love birds" said a familiar voice.
I turned around and saw Faith standing in the door way wearing a red and black flannie and black leggings.
"FAITH!" I screamed as I ran up to her and hugged her tightly.
"Slept long enough?" Faith questioned.
I looked at her with confusion.
"It's 1:00pm, you slept for 4 hours" Alex explained.
My eyes widened. I grabbed the remote off of Faith and put on Modern Family. We all squealed in excitement. except Alex, he just laughed at us. I sat down next to him and he kissed my forehead.

I waved goodbye as I watched Faith and Alex get into their separate cars and drive away. I smiled and ran my fingers through my hair. My life couldn't get any better. "Ew school tomorrow" I thought.

The thought of having to go back to that hell hole and having to face the fear of everyone staring and laughing at me because of the Facebook photo. Speaking of Facebook photo, I turned my phone off silent and my phone instantly vibrated. I unlocked my phone and went into Facebook. My smile turned into a frown when I saw that I had 54 Facebook notifications. I started to feel sick and worried, like I had butterflies in my stomach, but worse. I slowly moved my finger over to the notifications and clicked on it.

My eyes started to water as I stared at my phone.
"Dylan Smith tagged you in a video"
"Chelsea Row, Henry Walters and 28 others commented on a photo you're tagged in"
"Alice Jones posted a photo to your timeline"
Melody Green, Madison Lake and 49 others commented on a video you're tagged in"

More tears fell from my cheeks as I pressed on the notifications one by one. More and more and more tears dripped from my eye and fell onto my phone. Videos, photos, edits, statuses, gifs. All of me. The pain in my stomach was un real, it hurt so bad.

I couldn't resist but to look at all the posts. I clicked on one of the notifications and saw a gif of my face put onto a pigs body. Surrounding the pig was words like 'disgusting, foul, pig, pour, sad, ugly' and up the top of the photo had my name. I tried the turn off my phone but I couldn't. I had finally lost control of the demons inside me. I just wanted to stab myself, so my demons would die too. I started reading through the comments, they were awful. There was about two nice comments out of like 60. They said, "why does everyone have to be so mean? Bullying isn't okay." That comment had 23 likes which made me happy. Another comment said "I think she's gorgeous, not ugly." This made me stronger.
I pressed the home button and called Alex. I tapped my fingers on the bedside table as I held my phone to my ear. Silence. All I could hear was the phone making the ringing noise and my heart beat. I looked at my phone screen and it was still dialling. I hung up, then texted him saying "check Facebook.. :( x"

10 minutes had gone by and he still hadn't replied or called me back. To pass time I put in my earphones, turned on some music and walked down to Starbucks. As I walked in the door I took the left ear phone out and looked up from my phone.

First, my eyesight was focused on the counter, but then I heard a familiar voice. I looked over to one of the booths and was shattered by what I saw. I stopped walking and just froze. It felt like my whole world had just been turned upside down, it felt like I had just been stabbed in the heart with a million tiny little pins but ten times worse. My head was aching to the point where everything was blurry except for what I saw, over at that little red booth. All I could watch was Alex, sitting there, making out with a gorgeous blonde girl.
Suddenly, my phone smashed on the ground. I could hear it crack. My ear phones fell out and my music stopped playing. Everyone was looking at me, including Alex and the girl. His eyes widened and he looked very surprised.

I heard someone ask if I was alright, but that was blocked out by my thoughts. "Why me? I can never be happy without someone or something ruining my life. I hate myself. I want to die. I need to get out of here. He hates me. He loves her. He cheated on me. Kill kill kill kill. Tears, oh god help me. What have I done to deserve this. IM DYING "

I started to cry and the thought of people taking more photos of me just hurt even more. I couldn't bare people looking at me for that long, I needed to leave. I picked up my phone and ran out of the store. I kept running, and I didn't stop. All I could think about was him, Alex. I couldn't deal with him not in my life anymore. I started hyperventilating, and feeling really hot. But once again, my demons weren't letting me stop running. I felt as if all I could do was to run from my problems, even though it was impossible.

"I want to die" I thought.
My lungs hurt and I couldn't breath properly. Every time I took a breath it made a wheezing noise. I coughed to try to get it away but I couldn't stop. Whilst still running down the street, I felt dizzy, my head aching. I came up to a road but my general knowledge just flew out the window. I didn't stop running and the last thing I heard was car tires screeching against the road and a lady scream, the last thing I felt was a whole lot of pain, the last thing I saw was two cars coming directly at me and then the blurry blue sky with flashing sirens and faces staring down at me...

Darkness, Silence, Pain..  Could this finally be the end?