MILESTONES || LISOO

Chapter : 12

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*Lisa's POV*

As jisoo's arms circled around me and pulled me into a tight hug, i lost my breathes and words in an instant!! My heart was about to jump out of my chest as she engulfed me in her arms and her heavy breathes was colliding with my neck and sending chills down my spin. I lifted my arms to hug her back but something stopped me to do so! It wasn't hate but a fear! I guess that fear I'll name this fear as LOVE!

I grabbed her shoulders to pull her away and as i did so i met a terrified face of her!! She immediately snapped out and retreated herself away from me like she realised what just she did! I didn't utter a word and just silently followed her back as i locked the door behind me.

Her feet were struggling to hold her up and as she passed by the kitchen counter, she losed her balance and immediately my sense got in action and catched her in between my arms to avoid her fall. Her eyes were shocked but she didn't looked at me and just tried to get out of my hold. I let go of her as i felt it might hurt her. Neither she nor i spoke a word, untill when she drink some water and started to go back to her room like completely avoiding my presence there.

I was confused like what the matter with her and i moved closer to her and gently hold her wrist to make her look at me. As she turned around, i again met that emptiness of her eyes and she just let go off from my hold.

"What happened jisoo unnie?", I finally asked to proceed with a conversation because this silence is suffocating me.

She didn't looked at me and just nodded in a no! Which is a bullshit lie!! Does she think that I'm blind and can't see! Like how her eyes seem so lifeless and yet what the hell is she trying to do to me!

"Don't think of me as a fool unnie!!", I spatted at her and as she flinched at my raised voice, i regretted it!!

"I'm sorry jisoo...i didn't mean to...", I tried to apologise but she cut off my words and said.

"Leave-my-house!!", She said in a angry shout and this time i got really shocked because of her sudden outbrust.

"H..hey... I'm sorry look i didn't mean to shout at you...it....i...it...just i was worried about you.....a....an...and you were just acting like a stubborn one", i sluttered on my words as i tried to hold her wrist to make her look at me but suddenly she pushed me away with full force and i ended up hitting the glass table behind me.

The complete glass table is broken and i winced in pain as some pieces of glass got stabbed in my back and hand resulting in bleeding. I tried to get up from the mess but those stabbed glass pieces are hurting like a hell!! Somehow i gained the strength and stood up from my fallen position and suddenly i noticed blood flowing on my arm. I looked away from the blood to look at jisoo who's standing there completely numb and her face is radiating fear and she's trembling as she looked at me. I tried to move close to her and winced in pain.

"J...ji...jisoo!", I sluttered her name in between the pain as it's completely vanishing my voice in my throat.

"No....just leave me alone!!, She again shouted at me as she backed away from me and it hurted me more than those stabbed glass pieces.

"Why?", I could only say that much in my broken voice. It hurts me more than anything else that she's acting like this and i even don't know what have I done!! I can't stop my tears to form in my eyes this time because her words are killing me like thousand needles puncturing my heart. I looked at her last time and still she didn't looked at me...what was i even expecting from her!!!!