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With miserable heart akshra went to garden nearby her home , she wanted to go home and cry in her brother's arms  and tell him how broken she feels but can't, she can't let her family see her like this, miserable, she don't want them to get worried for her they already have lot to worry  , but she want someone  to held her tell her that everything will be fine soon

Abhi followed her silently but looking at her in this broken and crying make his heart bleed , he is seeing her from last 15 min, her cries where only increasing her tears didn't stop he wanted to give her space and let her cry, letting her to remove her pain with tears, but after hearing her disheartening screams he can't control himself and huged her, telling her to clam down, telling her the biggest lie that nothing has happened everything gonna be good, but he knows nothing can be good in goenka sisters life.

"Abhi" Was only word she can spoke before hugging him tightly and crying making his shirt wet with her tears, in normal situation he would have love this hug from her but now he didn't even realized that this was there first hug  she was saying something but was choking while crying so he didn't understand her words apart from one word "way"

After a while he realised she stop crying so he thought to sand her home it's really late her family must be worried  so he spoke
"Akshu"
" Kyun" Akshra aksed in small voice  still hugging him listening to his heart beat
Whereas abhi don't know what to say her but she continues and now asking the proper question
" Kyun mai hi abhi? "
"Akshu"  Abhi tried to say her some soothing words but akshara interrupted him  but separating from hug and with new fresh  tears
"Tumhe pata hai abhi bachpan se hi mujhe mumma, papa, bhai ya bade papa ko khone ka dar nahi tha, mujhe mere aaru ko khone ka dar tha or dekho aaj kho bhi diya, abhi mai sachi nahi janti aaru esa kaise kar sakti hai, vo tho apne kaam ko lage bhot focus hai per itni badi galti kardi,  ho jati hai galti abhi samja,   but vo tho maan hi nahi rahi , mere aaru esi nahi thi, vo bhot achi thi, haa mumma papa ke jane ke baad vo bhot badal gai humsa gussa karti thi per itni kaise badal gai vo , vo mujhe mumma ke death  ka blame karti hai, samja mujhe ki vo choti hai mumma papa ko khona ka ka asar Or narasgi samjti thi isliye kuch nahi bola,  mujhe laga wakt ke sath humra rista bhi thik ho jayega, mane try kiya bhot try kiya lakin vo pass bhi nahi aane deti thi, tumhe pata hai ek time tha abhi jab vo mere begar  rahe bhi nahi pati thi, her baat pe mere liya puchti thi uske zubaan mera naam late dhakti nahi thi or ab dekho naa abhi vi mera naam tho kya mujhe dekhna tak nahi chati, I love her abhi, meri bhen hai vo,  I miss her, her not so interested hug,  vo sab kuch chiya tha mujhe, ye nahi abhi , aaj jo hova vo nahi chiya tha, abhi, abhi tum bato naa vo kaise mujhe har baat pe blame kar sakti hai bachpan mai bade papa ne use ek baar bhot dattA tha kyunki unko laga ki use mera guitar dut gaya lakin isme meri kya galti ki bade papa ko esa laga per uska blame bhi muj pe, ese hi bhot si baat hai vo her baat m
Pe mujhe blame karti thi , maine kuch nahi bola samjha  tha  yaar ki gussa hai naraz hai but mujhse vo itni nafrat karne lagi ye kabhi samja hi nahi, usne bola ki dur rahe usko mere as pass bhi rahna nahi pasand tho mai jaipur chali gai, tumhe pata hai koi nahi tha mera kyal rakhne ke liya,  vhan bhot miss  karti thi apni family ko but aaru ki kushi ke liya mai sab kuch ek smile ke sath sahe liya, jab ek saal baad aai vacation mai tho usne fir ese hi Kisi baat pe mujhe blame kiya usme tho uski galti thi fir bhi mai chup rahe usne khaa she hate mai meri sakal bhi nahi dekhna usko, isliye  mai fir jaipur se kabhi aai nahi kyunki us nahi pasand mai,  abhi aai tho uske bulane pe , kisi or ke bulane pe nahi,  vhan jaipur mai mane vo 3 saal ekle bitya hai bilkul akle, koi nahi tha bimar badne pe dyan rakhne vala, mane family ko bhi mujse milne ko mana kar diya taki vo sirf aaru ko importance de,   lakin kabhi use kisi bhi  jize ke liya blame nahi kiya kabhi nahi, but aaj nahi, ab nahi ho raha abhi, ab saha nahi jaa raha, ek hope thi ki sab thik ho raha hai humre bich lakin dekho vo bhi katam  sab katam,. Mai, mai kaise rahungi uske bina abhi, mujhe kabhi nahi miligi naa vo,  ab uske bina jina shik lungi, sikna padega naa, way me abhi?