Broken Hearts Station ୨୧ SooGyu [✓]

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When he arrived at the park, Beomgyu took out the guitar case on his back and sat down on a bench. He closed his eyes and drew in the fresh air several times. The weather had turned cold, the wind was blowing cold. It was tucked well into the woolen cardigan he was wearing. Since it was during school hours, the park was quiet, he took his guitar out of the bag and tuned it. When he started playing, his eyes wandered around the empty park. he had avoided Soobin as much as he could for 3 weeks, had done everything to avoid confronting him, and had also been successful. When it was about half an hour, he stopped playing his guitar with the body that entered the park. It was Soobin's lover who came, he didn't know what to think about him. Part of her wanted to hate him, and the other part wanted to meet him and decide for him, which was the logical thing to do. When Hueningkai arrived, he put his guitar back in his bag and turned his gaze to Hueningkai.

"Can I have a word, Beomgyu?"

Beomgyu nodded his head and stood up and put his guitar on his back. When they started walking on the park walkway, he put his hands in his pockets to keep warm and waited for Hueningkai to speak.

"Maybe this is not my place, I don't know, but I don't want to see Soobin upset."

When he realized that the subject was Soobin, he sighed and started walking, looking at the ground, Beomgyu.

"Hyung, I don't know about the matter too deeply, but from what I understand, you are the closest friends. You both didn't hurt each other, you didn't do anything. So why are you ignoring him right now, not letting him talk and explain himself in any way? And I'm not saying this to insult you, don't get me wrong, of course you have your own reason. I'm wondering just this reason. The day we met at school recently, Soobin showed me around. You have a moment almost everywhere, and he seemed so happy when he was telling them all. I'll admit, I'm jealous of you, a lot. Soobin and I have been lovers for years, but we are not as close as the two of you, since we came here, I felt as if I was getting to know the real Soobin. If I'm going to see her happy, I'd really like you two to be friends again."

Beomgyu listened to Hueningkai in silence. He knew, too, that it was absurd for him to be so angry just because he was gone, but he couldn't help it. He loved him and that's why he couldn't forgive him. Besides, he still loved him, and he couldn't be his friend again. He sighed and turned his gaze to Hueningkai. Nor could he say that he loved him.

"It's the bond between us and Soobin... it was beautiful, I mean, back in the day. Anyway, our mothers were also very close, Soobin is three months older than me, and after I was born, he was officially with me every moment. I grew up with him, he grew up with me, but then he suddenly disappeared. We had agreed to meet that day, but he never showed up, and besides, I had things to tell him. I went to their house, it was empty, neither his family nor himself were anywhere. It seemed as though the Earth has. I can't forgive Soobin because he left without saying goodbye to me once, he didn't say he was leaving. Later I heard from my parents, this is a little old place, they wanted to go to a more modern place. We've been the closest to each other all our lives, but I can't stand him leaving without saying anything to me. If he told me that he was going, I would be sad again, but I couldn't tell him not to go, I knew that he had to go in order to fulfill his dreams. But we wouldn't have been like this, I can't forget the pain I suffered when he left because he came back."

He sighed as her eyes began to fill.

"Maybe things will get better between us in the future, but not right now. I don't think I even want to see him right now."

Hueningkai nodded with understanding, he was trying to put himself in Beomgyu's place. If someone he cared so much did the same to him, he would probably react like Beomgyu.