Broken Hearts Station ୨୧ SooGyu [✓]

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When their lips parted after a small kiss, Beomgyu slowly opened his eyes. When he connected his big eyes with Soobin's eyes, Soobin took a short breath and slightly tightened the hand that was on Beomgyu's waist and joined his lips again. Beomgyu could have sworn that when his lips touched each other, he felt the fireworks in the sky with every bit of his body. Even though a voice within him shouted that this moment was wrong, a mistake, he ignored that voice and wrapped his arms around Soobin's neck. When Soobin deepened the kiss, he put one hand up to Soobin's hair and tried to bring their bodies closer together. After a while, when they left, Soobin was leaning their foreheads against each other, Beomgyu just stood there with his eyes closed, as if if he opened his eyes, he felt like everything would disappear. When he heard Soobin's voice, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at Soobin.

"Beomgyu, you are very beautiful.."

Upon Soobin's murmur, Beomgyu stepped back slightly and looked towards him. While he still couldn't grasp everything clearly, he swallowed hard with what suddenly came to his mind. Soobin had never said that he loved him, he probably didn't, but besides, how long had it been since Hueningkai left?

"I.. I have to go, Soobin."

Although his voice sounded very low, Soobin had heard. Suddenly, unable to understand what had happened, Beomgyu quickly directed his steps towards his house. When he knocked on the door, when Chaeyoung opened the door instead of his grandmother, he remembered that his grandmother had forcibly called the young girl to them. When he wrapped his arms around the girl as his eyes began to fill, he didn't know about the girl's eyes that started to sparkle, nor about her grandmother who was watching them. Chaeyoung suddenly closed the door and wrapped his arms around Beomgyu's back and started stroking lightly, while Beomgyu hugged her and started smiling involuntarily, but her smile froze with the wetness she felt on her shoulder.

"Beomgyu, why are you crying?"

Although Beomgyu did not answer and tightened his arms, Chaeyoung stepped back and looked at his face.

"Hey, don't cry..."

She grabbed Beomgyu's arm and went towards his room. When they entered Beomgyu's room, she locked the door, looked at Beomgyu, who was sitting on his bed, and she sat on the floor.

"Did Soobin do something?"

Beomgyu was silent for a while and tried to stop crying. He took a deep breath and looked at Chaeyoung.

"Soobin doesn't love me, does he?"

Chaeyoung sighed, stood up and sat down next to Beomgyu.

"Did he do something again, Beoms?"

Beomgyu nodded his head with a small gesture.

"Tell me, hm? You know I'm always here for you.."

Beomgyu bit his lower lip and shot a glance at the young girl sitting next to him.

"First, we had a fight with Soobin a few days ago. He said that he wasn't the only one who was broken, that he was annoyed that I constantly mentioned the old memories or Hueningkai when I was around him, and that we couldn't make progress just because of my behavior. He said that if something changes in my thoughts, I can go to him again, so I went to him today. Yes, I'm broken because of what he did, but he was right, he was trying for me, and I was constantly trying to push him away, but I miss him so much, Chaeyoung. That's why I went to him today, he greeted me as if we had never fought, we had a great time all day. Then we got out, went towards the forest. Very close to entering the new year, he took fireworks out of his bag, I would have liked it very much when I was little, but I even forgot, he didn't forget. He kissed me just as I was entering the new year, at first I didn't know what to do, but then I reciprocated; at that moment, I felt like I was dying. But then it occurred to me, Soobin has always said that he considers me his brother and wants to go back to the old days. We used to be friends, even very close friends. Besides, Soobin's boyfriend, Hueningkai, hasn't been gone for a long time, so he doesn't love me. For him to do this even though he doesn't like it, even though he knows that I love him... Chaeyoung noona, I'm getting so confused, I don't know what to do.."

When Beomgyu leaned his head on Chaeyoung's shoulder and told her, Chaeyoung listened to him with interest. When a bitter smile formed on Chaeyoung's face, she looked at Beomgyu, while Beomgyu was looking out of the window.

"Do you want me to be honest, Beomgyu?"

Beomgyu nodded his approval and turned his curious gaze to the young girl.

"You're constantly talking about how much it breaks you, and it's not something that's just starting, you mentioned that it was like that when you were in high school. If he hurts and upsets you so much, why didn't you really think about giving him up even once?"

"What?"

Chaeyoung sighed and turned to the glass.

"I know you're thinking about giving up because you told me about it. But you didn't really try for it, we both know that. You could have done it if you wanted, Beom, you would have given up on him, besides, there were other people around who loved you. Somehow, instead of giving all your attention and love to Soobin and closing your heart to others, you could have taken care of others, but you didn't. You once said that if you did something like that, you would feel like you were cheating on Soobin, but you don't have any relationship with him, so you wouldn't have cheated either. Anyway, it's too late for that now, I know that, you know that too. However, if you ask my opinion, I think Soobin loves you more than you think or he thinks. Hasn't this guy broken up with his boyfriend because of you or, I don't know, I wouldn't try so hard or kiss for someone I don't love. Maybe he's not quite sure how he feels, or maybe he planned to tell you, but you're crying in bed right now. In my opinion, you should have asked Soobin before coming here and crying or asking me about it, I'm not even close to him, I can't understand his thoughts and ideas. You're the only person in this town who knows him, Beom. Try to think, his feelings, thoughts. I don't think I have much more to say about that either."

The young girl smiled slightly and squeezed Beomgyu's shoulder. She got up and advanced to the door.

"I should go, it's late now, so don't try to hide from Soobin, talk to him tomorrow morning. Tell about your confusion, ask why he did it. Because he's the only one who can give you the real answers."

She opened the door and left Beomgyu alone, who was lost in thought in the room, and left the room. Chaeyoung had left the house after saying hello to Beomgyu's grandmother.

Soobin had watched Chaeyoung coming out of Beomgyu's house from afar, with Beomgyu's guitar case in his hand.

They really kissed, i feel like proud mom rn lol i hope you guys like this episode :"

- Art