Marvel Mental Health one shots

*Sam & Reader (x Wanda)

WARNINGS: Attempted suicide, self harm, 

REQUEST: Hello I hope you don't mind this request but if you can could you please do a dad!sam and daughter!reader x Wanda where she struggles with her mental health and tried to take her own  life and Sam comes home early to see her and finds her trying to end her life. Sam calls Wanda to help keep an eye on her. 

PRONOUNS: she/her

NICKNAMES: squirt, sweetie, bug

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When Sam walked through the door he shouted out to you, when he got no response he set out looking for you. 
He wandered up to your room and knocked on the door. 

Once again he received no answer, he quickly checked his phone to make sure there was no missed messages about you being out before he knocked again. 
While he could feel worry bubble in his gut, he tried to push it down, attempting to replace those thoughts with ones like you've got headphones in, or something important came up and you completely forgot to message. 

But after the third knock with no answer he shouted a quick
S:" Y/n I'm coming in"
before slowly opening your bedroom door. 

He walked through your room and to your bathroom, where he once again stopped and knocked on the closed door. 
This time however, though he received no answer he could hear muffled cries through the door - assuming you were hurt or something had happened he pushed the door open quite quickly. 

Behind the door was you, curled up with your knees pulled to your chest and a bottle of pills held loosely in your hand. 
You looked up at him with shock on your face, you were so deep in your own mind you hadn't heard anything. 

S:" Hey Squirt, can you give me those?"
He held out his hand to you as he knelt down beside you. 
After a few second of waiting, he reached forward and gently took the pill bottle from your hand, placing it in his pocket and out of your reach. 

For a while the both of you just sat side by side on the bathroom floor without a word being said - the only sound filling the room was your sobs and sniffles. 

Sam eventually shuffled closer to you, placing his arm around your shoulders 
S:" I'm not mad, I'm scared - you scared me, but I'm not mad. I want you to know that"
Sam paused and looked down at you, he kissed the top of your head and brushed your hair from your face. 
S:" Do you want a cuddle?"

You looked up at him, the both of you hadn't cuddled properly since you were little, but you nodded still. 
He picked you up slightly and sat you across his legs before pulling you into his safe arms and hushing you as you cried into his shoulder. 

S:" I love you bug"
He rocked the both of you slightly, soothing you just how he did when you were younger. 

Minutes passed and your sobs turned to sniffles and you finally felt okay enough to bring your head from your dad's shoulder. 

S:" Do you want to tell me what's going on?"
y/n:" Not right now"
S:" That's alright. You'll need to speak to me at some point though okay, or you can speak to a therapist. I don't mind but you'll have to do one of them"

The two of you sat in silence for a little bit, both thinking and taking in the events of today. 
After some time there was a knock from the flat door.

y/n:" That'll be Wanda"
S:" Are you okay with her seeing you like this or would you like me to tell her you're not well?"
y/n:" She already knew I wasn't doing great - you know..."
You stopped your sentence and opted for pointing to your head so your dad could get the message, he gave a gentle nod in response - feeling slightly relieved that you hadn't gone through all of this alone. 

y/n:" She didn't know it was this bad though"
S:" Okay, I'm glad you spoke to someone. Lets go let her in"

Sam helped you up and guided you to the door, holding his hand so it just hovered above your back - like you would with a toddler learning to walk. 
Once you reached the door you opened it quickly and reached for Wanda, pulling her into a tight hug. 

W:" Oh! Hi sweetie"
After the initial surprise wore off she rested her hands on your lower back, holding you tight. 
W:" Is everything okay?"

While the question was directed to you she spoke it while looking up at Sam's lost expression and red rimmed eyes. 

y/n:" I- umm. Dad?"
You turned and looked at Sam
Not knowing exactly what to say or do, you called for your dad to be your voice.
S:" Do you want me to tell her everything, bug?"
y/n:" Please"

S:" I um, I came home and she was about to take some pills"
W:" Oh, sweetie"
You curled back into her chest for a hug, not even letting her through the front door yet. 
W:" It's okay, your dad and I can both help you. We're both here to support you and be by your side every step of the way. Do you understand?"
y/n:" Mhm"

S:" C'mon lets go inside"
You pulled away from Wanda just enough so that the both of you could walk to the couch, Sam closed the door behind you both and joined you on the couch not even a few seconds later. 

W:" Do you want to talk about how your feeling right now?"
y/n:" I just feel like I let you both down"
S:" You haven't let anyone down squirt. I should've noticed something"
You shook you head and looked towards him
y/n:" I should've told you, yo could've helped me before I did this"
S:" Well now you know, anytime day or night, if I'm at work or on a mission - it doesn't matter I will do my best to help you, from wherever I am. And I'm sure Wanda will do the same"
Wanda nodded in agreement with Sam and added on 
W:" Always"
To prove her point. 

A/N: Hello! 

I want to start of by saying I'm so sorry I took such a long break without letting any of you know that I was okay or even going to take the break. 
Starting college was alot for me, it was very overwhelming so many new people and a new place and teachers - I'm sure some of you will understand. 

And also if any of you have been around for a while now, you'll know this time last year I very nearly lost my dad so it's a horrible time for me right now. 

But I hope you are all well and I hope you're still here. 
Let me know how your doing, anything cool or exciting you've done while I've been gone or anything else. 

I love you all and thank you for sticking around 

xxx

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