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But mother?

Ranboo POV
It was another strange day in the end palace, reports on my brothers' whereabouts were still unknown to anyone. He disappeared a day or two ago and every ender and their partner has been looking...but nothing, my mothers have been concerned and have completely closed the portal to the overworld. It only opens every few months for two days and one extra night, of course, the days that my brother goes missing happen to be the same days that the portals are meant to be open. My brother always talked of the wonders of the overworld, he had been once however he got badly injured and nearly brought overworlds back with him on accident of course but that didn't stop my mothers from closing the portal for 3 whispers, they are called whispers because when the portal opens everyone known, it's kinda freaky because all of the end is full of the whispers of the lost souls of the universe who power the portal.

When my brother returned he would tell me stories and show me the data he collected in his journal, it made me curious and my parents did not like that. I remember always asking if I can go through the portal just for a bit, just to see what's over there. I made a mistake today when I was at dinner with my mothers...I brought up the portal...

"Mother?" I asked to gain the attention of both parents.
"Yes, my dear?" Mum asked
"What if...what if Anar went through the por-" I couldn't finish
"Ran. We are not talking about this right now"
"But mother what if he went through? Someone needs to go find"
"THAT'S ENOUGH RANBOO!" My mother and mum had never used my full name unless I truly upset them. The room had fallen silent.
"You are not going through the portal just to see the world, and never use your brother as an excuse" my mum spoke with anger in her tone.
"But I never said It was MEEee to go through-"
"But you want it to be you." My mother said blankly staring directly at me
"I..." I didn't know what to say or if I should even speak...
"Ran, your mother and I know you want to go to the overworld, but it's dangerous my little particle. We can't have what happened to your brother happen to you" she was speaking calmly but I knew she wasn't happy.
"But mother," I said in an attempt to defend myself...I think.
"Ranboo, you are more likely to struggle because of your memory issues my dear, not to mention you are not the typical Enderman, it not bad that you look...different" ( I hate when they say that about me) "but the humans will see you as a test subject, something to study. Your brother barely made it out alive last time and he nearly caused the humans to follow him to how the world. Ran, we love you but you need to stop asking. And there's no chance your brother made it through the portal before we noticed he went missing." She spoke the truth...I was different and forgetful but I still wanted to see the overworld, no matter how dangerous it may be for me...but I should argue anymore.
"I'm sorry mother, mum. I don't know what I was thinking." I could feel tears wanting to build up but I couldn't cry, biologically...I can't cry, or I burn.
"Oh sweet particle, it's normal to want to explore, but not every ender can. It's dangerous my dear, now finish your dinner please we have things to do." I just nodded in agreement...I tried to eat but I had lost my appetite.

I just want to see the world...

Notes__________________________________________________
So, this was an idea I was just writing on the go, I hope it makes sense and
that you enjoyed it.
Hope to see you soon <3

Kind Regards,
Bleopaa