Lost (A Chandler Riggs Gay Fan Fiction)

The Aftermath

Chandler's P.O.V.

Chandler is in his bed when he hears about the crash the next day.

The plane was never found. Mason's body was never found. He was just... gone. He is just lost. Lost forever. Of course, I don't know that just yet.

I wake up at eleven. I immediately go into a panic when I realize that I'm running late for set. I jump out of bed and put my clothes on in a hurry. I pick out a shirt that Mason told me he really liked before. I'm running late for work so I decide not to give Mason a call yet. That's when I get two more texts on my phone.

One is a recording, and another is just a regular text. I listen to the first one and read the second one. I start crying. No. Mason can't be hurt. Jay wouldn't do that. He loves Mason.

I feel tears running down my face. I reach over and grab the bear pretending it's Mason. I pick up my phone to call him, but then my mom enters my room. She looks sad.

"Honey, I'm really sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

"Mason. His plane..."

"Mom this isn't a funny joke. Mason is fine."

"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry."

More tears stream down my face. My mom starts crying slightly also.

"Why would you say something like that? That's not funny!"

My mom just keeps crying without answering. That's when I stop denying it.

"I want to be alone."

"I'm sorry. I love you."

My mom leaves. I just sit on my bed unsure of what to do. I lay on my bed on my stomach and cry into my pillow. I just cry.

Narrator's P.O.V.

Chandler cried for days after that. He didn't leave his room unless he had to go to the bathroom. Two days after he had started mourning, Chandler had found the letter Mason had left him. He read it out loud.

"Dear Chandler, I love you. I hid this letter in your bag so you could have a nice surprise. Thank you for everything you do for me. You have changed me for the better. For the first time in my life, I actually want to live. You have made me so happy. I want you to move in with me. I know it may seem quick but I just hate being apart from you. I promise I'll be home soon. I'll only be gone a week. I refuse to stay any longer. I can't wait to see you again. Be safe. I love you. Love always, your boyfriend Mason."

He eventually pulled through with the support of his friends. Chandler wasn't the same again for a while. He never was the same person again completely.

Mason, Abriel, Matt, Jay, and all the other passengers on the plane are all dead. The plane wasn't found ever. Neither were any of the bodies.

Hunter was able to seek sanctuary in Chandler's house. They both needed each other to get through this.

The life of Mason was a hard one. He was always lost. Whether he was living in a city where he didn't belong, or even if he was trying to fit in as an actor. Even if he was left for dead in a dumpster, or maybe even at the bottom of the ocean. There was one place he felt where he was found. That was when he was with Chandler. That's not where he is now. He is at the bottom of the ocean, without Chandler, and still lost. He is forever lost.