Repairing Our Relationship

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Chandler and I made plans to meet up and talk everything out. Neither of us wanted to break up last night. It was just a spur of the moment kind of thing.

We are meeting at a restaurant. It is halfway between both of our homes. I'm nervous to inform Chandler of last night's event. I'm not sure how he will handle it.

I get to the restaurant. Chandler is already there. I sit down at the table. Neither of us say a word.

After a minute, Chandler finally speaks.

"I'm sorry. I acted like an idiot last night."

"Yea you did. So did I. After i left the party."

"Excuse me?"

"I made out with Hunter and cuddled with him till we fell asleep."

This cause Chandler to change his tone fast.

"I knew something was happening between you two."

"There was nothing happening! He was a man with nothing who just wanted to give up. He just wanted to feel loved. I got him through the damn night."

"Dammit Mason. Ever think to use your words?"

"I tried."

Neither of us speak for another minute.

"I guess we were on a break."

"We were."

"And I did kind of trigger everything."

"You did."

"I'm sorry. I messed up."

"I'm sorry too. So did I. You need to apologize to Hunter."

"I will."

Chandler takes a pause before speaking again.

"Just so you know, there is a reason I acted the way I did."

"Is there? What is it?"

"It isn't easy to say."

"That doesn't mean you can't say it."

Chandler takes a moment to think before speaking. He looks down and then up at me.

"Mase... you are getting killed off the show. I was acting weird because I'm afraid of losing you."

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