BET MY HEART || taejin

6. Doom at your fingertips

what's happening?

seokjin felt extra embarrassed right now, everyone at the restaurant was staring at him with almost piercing hazes. the customers, his fellow workers and even the owner. he didn't know how to react or comprehend what taehyung did. he literally walked to him, pulled him so harshly and kept mumbling shit like he belonged to him because he apparently saved his life

what bullshit

he's really making me regret saving him that day, seokjin thought

he immediately ran into the staff room to get changed and rushed back home, he couldn't stand seeing everyone look at him like he had committed a sin against humanity

he didn't even look back at people who looked at his face like it had answers to every math test

taehyung hasn't changed one bit, he's still demanding, dominating, rude and insanely fucking handsome

seokjin rushed his way out of the restaurant, excusing himself and the owner instantly understanding the situation and allowing him to go

all he did was stopped him from taking his life and he would've done it for anyone, it hurt to see people take their own lives. life is so precious, its not perfect but seokjin believed that everything will get better

there are thorns and petals, we just have to wait for the soft petal part and accept the harshness of the sharp thorns. his parents both died because of their respective health issues, he was reminded of his mom who died even before he and his father shifted to Seoul and he was informed about his father's demise when he was in his last year of university, everything was messed and ugly, but he managed to move on

he came back to Seoul once again but he had to go back to complete his studies. everything happened so quickly, he didn't even have the time to mourn or inform his father's close relatives

his only family now was the people in this restaurant that his dad worked at, the owner felt sympathetic towards seokjin and promised to find him a job as soon as he finished his studies in Busan and came back to Seoul.

seokjin didn't want to be a burden forever and moreover he was a well qualified individual who got top grades in my university but it was slightly intriguing as to how V Co hired him in an instant, he went there expecting pure disappointment but maybe he was lucky because most of the other candidates were either under qualified or too old for the job which made his chances of being hired increase

he was seriously wondering how everything went on smooth without any hindrance or drama, he thought for once that his life is going to get better but God laughed and resumed playing Ludo with his heart once again

the moment jimin, hobi mentioned V and Jeon Jungkook, he sensed that something was off and suspicious about that duo.

now seokjin will have to face taehyung almost everyday

wow. just great.

seokjin had forever wanted to get rid of him. taehyung was the last person he wanted to see at the moment. saving him wasn't wrong and seokjin would do the same if he were to go back in time, because its heartbreaking to see someone voluntarily end their life when there are people who want to live but end up going away because their time on earth was now over.

seokjin still think saving him was a right thing but just randomly kissing him was definitely wrong, wronger, wrongest thing he's ever done

he knew, he was tipsy that afternoon. he intended to only drink coke but those wild brutes at his school injected some kinda drug to every can just because they couldn't bring alcohol in the premises they got those drug needles and after taking a few sips he felt euphoric and blissful, a sudden happiness rushing through his veins. he figured that there was something wrong but took a few more sips and felt alot better. he doesn't vividly remember how he saved taehyung but he was partly in his senses, trying not to give in to the liquid that was taking over him