Troubles Ahead

What in the world

After coming to terms with what just happened, I head straight to the coffee table because I've been sitting here without issues since I started so it seems like the safest option

"Come sit over here" He points to the chairs in front of his desk as soon as I sit down

I can tell already he's holding his anger in check for whatever illogical reason so I make my way over without a fight

Typical

I'm incapable of meeting his eyes when I'm this close so I just stare at my hands on my lap and at the hem of my skirt

He is stating in front of me now, leaning back casually on the desk, like he was earlier

His arms are crossed over his chest and his muscles are super noticeable right now

I meet his eyes for a second after getting lost in his big arms but he noticed me looking at him... checking him out

This honestly can't get any worse

A knock on the door saves me from whatever was gonna happen next, he keeps his eyes on me while telling whoever is at the door to come in, I almost hear the smirk that was on his face after catching me

Adren walks in and they start talking about the bar, how they're missing some liquor for the floor and someone missed their shift for a couple days

I'm honestly just tuning in and out keeping as still as possible, maybe if I'm lucky I'll disappear

"Well thanks Adren keep me updated on anything else"

"Yeah boss man no problem, hey Ky"

Shit.

"Oh hi" I say and I feel the blush rush to my face

He laughs sweetly "see you later guys" and he heads for the exit door

I stare at that door a lot.. I always wish I was miles away behind it, away from this whole mess that I'm in and especially away from him

I'm cut out of my thoughts and grabbed roughly by my shirt to stand up

"I thought I told you not to hook up with my employees" his eyebrows are fully furrowed and his tone is so harsh

Breathless I reply "I- I I've never hooked up with your employees" My eyes wide at the accusation

"Then what was that with Adren" he squints his eyes, I've seen him this worked up but not over a situation like this

I don't even know how to respond all we said was hello..

I usually make very small talk when I come in with Adren, it's never gone past that because of Nate's threats. I would never do that to him or myself so I have been very cautious... we do however say hello, just like we did now

Adren is always very nice and helpful if I ever have any questions, I don't understand this abuse  over a greeting. Does he want me to ignore him completely?

"We said hello.. there's nothing going on he's my friend" that was the wrong answer, very wrong

He shoved me to the floor and I landed on my backside wrong

It hurt so bad but I just looked up with disbelief and tears in my eyes

"Friend?" He laughs mocking me "you are not his anything, if you even speak a word towards his direction that is the last thing EITHER of you will do." He said as he walked towards me and I did a poor job of backing away

I didn't answer because he's far too blinded by his rage to reason with

He grabbed me once again and shoved me a against the wall, my back is killing me right now

"First you interrupt me with Natalie then you flirt like a slut in front of me with my employees!"

He has lost it, officially

"I-I'm sorry" the water works have begun, tears are streaming down my face

"You're not sorry yet" My eyes widen, his eyes are blank, as always no emotion no remorse for what he's doing, he never cares about the damage he causes me

He grabs a weapon from his waistline and points the cold metal end of it below my chin, tilting my head up

I've really done it now and without even trying

He's so close to my face I can hear how fast he's breathing he's all worked up and so am I

I'm having a full on panic attack while sobbing and sniffling uncontrollably

My head is being held up but my vision is blurry I don't know how to make this better

"I'm sorry" I whimper "please- please stop" I am beyond the point of scared I am terrified for my life because of him

He almost looks like he's gonna let me go but moves his hand to wrap around my neck

In a million years I never thought he would kiss me

His lips are burning into mine with so much passion, want and anger

I stay still and to be honest I kissed him back for a moment, a moment before alarms started blaring in my mind

He finally stops and I see him tuck his weapon back in, his hands start roaming my body he is touching me everywhere

He's kissing me again and wanting access to my mouth but when I don't open up for him, he starts moving down to my neck all I can do is tilt my head to the side

Why does this feel so good, he's a master obviously a master mind and a master with his mouth

A small moan escapes me and he yanks the hair on my head back

I let out a small "ow" and he stares into my eyes

"This isn't your punishment" he tugs at my hair harder and it makes my lips part taking this opportunity to push his tongue into my mouth

And still I let him because he feels so good, he smells so good and his taste is addicting

He always has control over me

And I am on fire, the pain I felt before vanished into the sexual tension in the air

My hands have been at my side this whole time, I let them do what they want and they wrap around his neck and into his hair

His hand reaches down to put my leg up, wrapping around him while he runs his hand all over my legs and thighs

I feel my body tingling everywhere

I'm a needy mess when he pulls away

He seems to be fighting with himself and leaves me against the wall trying to catch my breath

He doesn't meet my eyes again

"I have a lot of work for you to do" he says a little breathless while going his lips with his hand

I try my best to compose myself and go towards his desk

He pulls out a stack of papers and a highlighter

"Highlight dates times and locations of every paper" he sets it down next to him

I take it and basically run to the coffee table

We need some distance between us, what in the world happened

I've always had this attraction to him, I mean he is gorgeous but I had no idea he had it towards me

I'm not even sure I know he has it now because I still don't know how or why what happened, happened