The day starts out as I climb out of bed
at around 11 AM.
You seem to invade my mind,
guns blazing.
Making everything hurt and
my eyes burn as the tears start to escape.
As I go to take my meds, I notice that
I'm out.
"Today's gonna be rough" I state blankly.
My mind wanders.
It finds an old memory
At a mall
My friend, what was his name?
Iben
That's it.
I wonder if he's alright.
I check my phone,
Over 500 emails and messages about you.
Saying sorry and asking how I am.
But it's not about me.
It makes me angry
"How insensitive!"
I clear my mind like sweeping hay in the barn.
After the dust and hay clears,
I see
"Iben"
Spelled out in block letters.
Behind the letters a face appears
kind with blue eyes and dirty blonde hair.
An almost careless expression fills it
Like
Hurts Hell
Remembering you awaiting Iben
He doesn't say sorry
No "I get it"s
Just trying to make it worth it to
leave you be
He keeps me from joining you.
Like a true friend.
His smile is kind and comforting to me
His eyes remind me of a clear day in fall.
Someday I may write a love letter
and it might find its way to him.
Though, I don't understand my feelings for
him.
I shall not love till you let me.
That's what I say.
But when will I know the answer?
You can tell me
When you give the sign.
Help
My
Wandering
Soul
Through
Thick
And
Thin
I
Can't
Help
These
Feelings
Pouring
Over
The
Top
Im
Losing
You
More
The writing, it almost looks like a mountain.
I should hike to Gul Rose
Your mountain.
Our mountain.
YOU ARE READING
Beside You, With Him
PoesieYou seem to invade my mind, guns blazing. Making everything hurt and my eyes burn as the tears start to escape. He doesn't say sorry No "I get it"s Just trying to make it worth it to leave you be He keeps me from joining you. Enjoy the read! My...
