No, no, no don't touch me. Mom. Mommy don't leave me here. No,it wasn't me. Help. Someone help please. HELP!!
"Zee, wake up" my dad says
Did I scream? I'm cold and wet. What is that clicking sound? Oh its me, I'm shivering.
"I'm okay." I tell him. "Im fine"
He stands up and opens my closet. He comes back with a blanket.
" Your going to break your teeth with that shivering." He says as he wraps the blanket around me.
We sit in silence of a bit. I want him to leave. He knows I want him to leave. But his ignoring my signs.
" How are you feeling, would you like some water?" He asks.
"I'm okay, I'm fine, you can go back to bed, thank you."
He hesitates,"I'm here if you need to talk."
I simply nod my head and he leaves.
I wait and wait and eventually he walks away.
Once I'm sure his gone I hide under my blankets,add my pillow for extra protection and let my pain consume me. Im burning, I can't breath but my pain is loud. It wants to be heard, seen, acknowledged. But we can't have any of that. We are not worthy of help. We are not worthy of sympathy. I did it and I shall live with it. I did it. I did it. I did it. Its my fault. Its my fault. Its my fault. I did it, I did it... but i didn't do it.
I watch the sun rise. Today is going to be a long day. I feel physically better but I'm mentally drained. I take a cold shower. Not taking too much time. I don't want to think.
I brush my hair and leave it out. I hide my eye bags with a bit of make up. Today I wear black skinny jeans and a white long sleeve tank top. It hugs my figure well.
Today there is oatmeal for breakfast.
" Good morning, how are you feeling." Isabel asks me.
"Much better thank you" I reply
" Its okay if you want to take the day off, moving isn't easy."
"I'll manage thank you."
My dad walks in on the phone
"Its for you" he says
I take the phone hesitantly, who could be calling me?
"Hello."
"Anna baby." Her voice brings me pain. She has no right to call me her baby. She left me. Betrayed me. I hate her. I hate her with everything I have. But here is not the place to get emotional. I have nothing to say to this woman.
No,that is a lie, I have a lot I want to say but I should not say these things.
"How can I help you?" I finally reply.
"No sweets, I haven't heard from you. Are you okay, are they treating you well, I miss you so much." She rambles.
The bitch. How do you miss someone you throw under the bus. Not even. She let sharks feast on me. She let me go like she was giving away dirt on her shoe.
"Okay, I have to go to school now " I say and hang up.
I give the phone back to my dad and leave the house before he can talk about last night.
YOU ARE READING
Walking Danger
WerewolfI'm no ordinary girl. I know who I am and I know where I'm going. That is until I don't know anything at all. Zee-Anna is a troubled girl. Her confidence is shaken when she meets Ace. Will her past consume her. Will she let Ace help her and will she...
