Pilgrimage of Dreams

Pilgrimage of Dreams 6

The store that I thought I could open right away was put on hold.

Ugh… I thought I could open up easily, I actually can but who would’ve thought that my strong controlling tendency will be on my damn way in achieving my dream? *shedding bitter tears*

Okay then *clapping hands* what is the solution I come up in having a full control of my store?

The answer is simple, I will make ether infused jointed ball doll and let the doll be the staff of my store.

How very smart of me…

Hehehehe…

The methods and steps on how to build and create jointed ball dolls are in the middle section of the library and I have read about it recently.

The Ducal library has collected all sorts of book that has spanned from generation to generation. So, it contains diverse genre of books.

If only I could divide myself into many of myself, maybe I could read all the books in the library. But a lone person such as me will never get to finish them all, my head will explode. You should know, there is a limit to everything. So, I concentrate on incantation books first. Just incantation is already giving me a bout of headache.

My strong mindset is that, as a sorcerer, my main aim should be breaking the limit of everything but it’s easier said than done.

One step at a time…

So, there will come a day when I can break through the threshold of human capability.

Like right now, where I can’t read all the books in this library. Being able to read all the books in this library without any mental limit shall be on one of my goal.

Storing diverse knowledge in memory box and assimilating it continuously, I’m afraid my mental state will be damaged instead. My memory space has a limit, I try to expand my memory space but last year, I discovered that I cannot whimsically modify my sea of consciousness. 

I said before that I will study a way to manipulate my sea of consciousness? I did and I attain a breakthrough.

I put the method of fully infiltrating my sea of consciousness on hold because I want to focus on incantation first. Not to mention, the method I acquired need me to make a mental as well as physical preparation.

I am prepared enough for it now. I hope… I have to be.

While talking about jointed ball dolls, I would also like to talk about homunculus.

I found an incomplete scripture on how to create homunculus, since it was incomplete. It was put on the middle section. The way to create homunculus was placed beside the books of jointed ball dolls.

If I could create a homunculus, I can literally create a doppelganger of myself. A clone I can inhabit with my wills. A double or maybe triple life!

There is nothing more assuring in life than having a double life.

But, creating homunculus is not an easy feat. Just the incomplete scripture alone has already made a list of hard to gained materials to create homunculus.

So, I could only regretfully put the actions of creating a homunculus on hold. I will definitely pick homunculus topic back for sure.

Sooner or later, I will come back again! I swear!

Why do I feel that I have a lot of topics I said I will come back?

*Eheum* talking about the regretful Homunculus agenda, I also has another regretful agenda.