nick nelson x reader DISCONTINUED

Chapter 10

I spent the rest of the weekend gathering myself. I thought about doing that thing where you change yourself after a breakup but i decided against it. I also thought about Nick.

What if ive messed up our friendship? What will Harry say? Will Nick speak to me again? Thoughts like these flooded my head a lot.

It is Monday morning though which means i have school. School where i have to face Jack and Nick. Lord help me.

I got dressed and did my hair and makeup. Seeing as my dad was fine now, he drove me to school instead of Nick. When i got there i walked up to Imogen and sat by her.

"Hey girl, how you holding up?" She asked. I just shrugged and smiled at her slightly

"Im fine, what happened happened y'know" I said, i looked to my right and Jack was staring at me, there was also Nick staring at me. I turned away and continued to talk to Imogen.

When the bell went, i got up to walk past Jack but he grabbed my arm and pulled me back.

"Can we talk?" He asked quietly,

"no" i said and tried to walk away but he had a firm grip on my arm.

"Please, y/n, let me explain"

"Ok, explain. explain how you shoved your tongue down another girls throat because you were mad at a game. How you then told me that you knew what you were doing, how, because she was fit you couldn't pass it up" I said. He sighed and looked at the floor.

'i know what i did was bad, really bad and im sorry, but i was high you can't blame me-"

"You have got to be joking" i muttered as i walked away from him.

"So what we're just done?" He shouted after me

"yup" i said back.

I walked into form and slumped back into my chair. I rested my head on the table and shut out everyone around me. I heard people talk to me but i ignored it. Especially Nick. I dont think i can face him again after last night.

"Y/n, lets go outside and talk" It was Charlies voice. I looked up at his warm sympathetic smile. I nodded and got up and left the room with him. We sat on the floor against the wall outside the form room.

"Whats going on?" He asked

"Well i broke up with Jack because of the whole party thing, and last night i kissed Nick. I was drunk but like, i meant it" I said. He looked at me with wide eyes

"You kissed Nick?" He asked surprised. I nodded slightly. He began to grin

"I shipped you guys from the beginning. Was it good?" He asked. I smiled and nodded.

"Well i don't really remember much, but it was pretty decent" i grinned. He nudged me in excitement

"so what does this mean for you guys then?" he asked, becoming more serious

"well, i don't really know. i don't know how he feels and i honestly want to avoid that conversation" i sighed.

"ok well before you have the conversation, which you will have to do at some point, how are you feeling about Jack?"

"i'm done with him. i just don't see him the same. Last night he became a completely different person, i didn't even know he could be like that" i said, fiddling with my fingers.

"yeah that's understandable-" the bell went off and people were starting to gather in the hallway. We both stood up and headed in the form room to grab our bags.

As we walked in, Nick was walking out and bumped into me. 

"Oh sorry" he said said frantically. I said just smiled slightly and dismissed it before grabbing my bag and leaving.