They say running makes you feel alive and free.
But why do I feel tired and alone and scared?
I don't quite know where I'm going or where I'm coming from,
I feel as if I'm running against myself, going nowhere in particular, just running and never stopping.
I was laying in bed panting, my dream of running felt so realistic that's my shins were almost aching or was that my heart?
I'd heard of dreams in dreams but I've never experienced one before.. Freaky
I'd eventually convinced Marco I was fine and just needed a day to rest..
Sleep evaded me for awhile but it eventually came but Now I wish it didn't, it freezing cold and yet my blankets feel as if they're suffocating me.
My heart was thumping and my brain was exploding with worry..
How long was I gonna pretend I was fine??
How long would I be able to fool them??
How long would I still be strong -ish??
How long??
I know I haven't uploaded in years Lml but I'm gonna t
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