i posted this on my conversations tab as well but i wanted to make sure all of my readers saw this so i've decided to put it here too.
so.
i havent updated any of my stories in a while and it's partially bc i was in europe for a while but im also ... just trying to decide if im gonna stop writing.
the first reason is that as i get older im drifting further and further away from fanfiction. i used to be a pretty constant ff reader and writer, but atp theres only one ff that i still follow bc the writing is so good nd i love the author.
my writing recently has not in any way been enjoyable for me. its been more like a stress, becasue i know there are people who enjoy my stories and i dont want to let anyone down but its really hard for me to get the motivation to write anymore.
the other reason is hard and sad for me but i'm working on accepting it- i'm falling out with stray kids. i love them to death still but i've been getting into other groups that i've found have matched more with my personal music taste (lol taste get it). ofc i still like skz's music but i have been ulting stray kids for four years which means i started ulting them when i was 13. obviously i've changed a lot as a person since then, meaning my music taste has drastically changed since then too.
skz was a HUGE part of my life for a very long time and i appreciate and love them for that and look on my memories fondly but as i grow up ive found myself moving on to other things, and although its hard even for me to be able to say that, i'm trying to be honest with myself. i really also think i would've stopped ulting skz sooner if i didnt have a close group of stay friends who kept me interested in skz the first half of this year. bc honestly for a while its become more of a chore to watch content n stuff and i hate guilting myself into feeling obligated when all its done for the past while is make me feel tired.
i'm not decided yet but i'm gonna be on hiatus while i figure out whether its of my best interest to finish my stories or not.
thank you all for the constant love and support, it's meant the world to me and i really appreciate each and every one of you.<3
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Fanfiction'So... what did that feel like to you?' 'Why does it matter?' 'Because. Because if you liked it, I want to do it again.' Minho and Jisung went from being strangers who met over text to being best friends who kissed in closets and went to convenie...
