Random boost of pride

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Okay so Will and Mike are in collage but Will lives in Jonathan's house, which isn't far from the Wheelers where Mike and Nancy live.

•                                                   Friday, March 20

Dear diary...

     Okay so, today was completely normal, I got dressed, got to school, all my classes were normal. Until I got on the bus. Mike sat down next to me instead of el and that literally  NEVER happened.

So I asked him about it I said. "Did you and el get into a fight?" And he said "Yeah she broke up with me." And I don't know why I got so happy all of a sudden but he seemed like he didn't even care that they broke up either.

So I just said "oh i'm sorry about that." Kinda awkwardly but he said "Thanks, it's not really a big deal anymore, we had been lying and fighting with each other for a while so it was probably for the best."

My heart was literally jumping out of my chest when he grabbed my hand and rested his head on my shoulder!!!!!!!

Omg and he also said (for the first time in like EVER) "happy early birthday by the way" and he SMILED. Ugh I love his stupid smile. Honestly I wish Mike was a girl sometimes because if he was then it would be normal to have a crush on him. But I'll never be
normal. •

He closed his journal and slid it back under his bed along with the black pen Mike let him borrow a couple days ago. Sighing to himself and falling down onto the cold white pillow propped up against his bed frame.

For what seemed like only a little while later he was rudely awoken by a frantic brunette shaking his shoulder. "Will wake up! We have to go over to the Wheelers remember?"

'Oh yeah' He thought to himself, sitting upright and shielding his eyes from the sunlight that peaked out of his curtain. Standing up and getting dressed he lazily walked to the kitchen, snatching an apple from the fruit bowl on his countertop before stepping into the van.

(Apparently he was in a very apple mood because he coated his lips in apple chapstick only moment later, or maybe he was just hoping that if Mike kissed him he would taste good)

Anyhow they eventually arrived at Nancy's place and Jonathan immediately got out and gave her a hug. Holding her waist just long enough to steal a swift kiss from her cherry colored lips.

Will envied that kind of passion, envied the way his brother was so good at giving that passion to another person; he would do anything to have someone hold him like that, to put their hand on the small of his back and kiss him sweetly.

And that was the problem, guys are supposed to cradle girls, so why did he have such a strong need to be the one cradled? Why did god give him this point of view? Why did god make him gay?

He was lost in himself again, staring at the two lovers like he does every time they kiss, every time anyone kisses. Why do they get to be happy but he doesn't?

"Hey Will!" Mike shouted from across the lawn, running twords him with a stupidly handsome grin.

"Hi...Mike." He couldn't help but smile back and lean his face into the crook of Mikes neck when they hugged. His smell was enough to give Will butterflies. "Let's go to my room." He suggested and grabbed Will'a hand, leading him up the stairs and onto his bed.

"So what's been up?" Will asked gazing around the room, sneaking glances at mikes lips whenever he could. "Oh ya know just school, I have pretty good grades except for biology."

And to this day he still has no idea what came over him, maybe he caught Mike staring down at his pants and licking his lips, or the fact he couldn't stand the closet anymore; he leaned in and stroked mikes inner thigh.

"Maybe I can help with that~"

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