Even when your crying your beautiful to

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Tw: slurs, bullying, BIG SH, and mentions of suicide

Third person:

Mike and Will were sitting at the lunch table in the very back corner. No one could really see the table so Mike was free to hold hands or touch wills thighs under the table without having to worry about anyone seeing. They were having one of those no I'm the lucky one play-fights. "Hey I have an idea!" Mike said grabbing a pen from his pocket. He started writing something on the brunettes arm. "Now you'll always have something to remind you how much I love you" Mike smiled. But before Will got to even read it Ben came over. "Watcha writing on your sweetie pie Mikey boy?" He said mockingly making kissy faces at the two. "You know you could do a lot better than this whore Mike" Ben grabbed Wills plastic water bottle and dumped it on his head. There was only a little water left and no one could really see but Mike was still PISSED. "Hey man what the hell is your problem?!" Mike yelled starting to draw attention. That was the LAST thing Will wanted. "Awe you protecting your little girlfriend?" Bens goons started laughing before he told them to shut up. "Why do you hate him so much? Does it make you feel like a biwg stwong mayn when you literally tell someone to kill themselves?!" He said louder than before stepping closer to Ben. This attracted even more people around the table and Wills breathing started escalating. "Why do you wanna protect him so much? It's not like he's your boyfriend, even though he is a fag am I right?" He laughed high five-ing his goons. Mikes hands turned into fists. "Why are you so obsessed with him?!" He shouted about to punch Ben before Will stopped him. "Will what the hell?" Mike tried to say but the brunette cut him off. At this point there were kids staring at them and he knew he was gonna have a panic attack if he didn't get out of there. "CAN YOU BOTH SHUT THE FUCK UP?!" Will shouted louder than any of them. He grabbed mikes hand and ran to the bathroom before locking the door. "Yeah that's right! Run away like the pathetic little slut you are!" They heard Ben scream as the kids became uninterested quickly.
"Will listen to me-"
"No you listen to me for once! You don't solve everything but just yelling back at them! Okay you could've gotten hurt!"
"Well at least I did something about it! At least I didn't just stand there and let him walk all over me! Stop being a total waste and say something to him god dammit!"
Mike regretted the words soon as they came out. Will just stared at him. Genuinely shocked at the sentence.
"Will..."
"No."
Will stormed out of the bathrooms. Mike racing behind him. "Will!" He frantically screamed as everyone in the hallways watched. A tear dropped down Wills cheek as he walked to his locker.

Time skip

"Oh go cut yourself!" Ben screamed pushing Will to the floor. "Shit" He muttered under his breath. He had tried to go the long way out of the school so he wouldn't run into Ben and his goons but they found him. "What do you want Ben?" Will asked reaching for his bag. Ben put his foot on the bag and dragged it closer to him. He picked it up and dumped it out in front of everyone. "I just wanted to check up on you BRO, how's your little boyfriend? He still gonna come and save you from Ben the big bad wolf?" He said throwing Wills bag next to him. "He's not my boyfriend." Will mumbled. "What was that?" Ben said stepping closer and leaning down in front of Wills face. "I said he's not my boyfriend!" Will shouted almost immediately regretting it. Ben punched Will straight across the face. Ooos came from everyone in the crowd. "Why do you hate me so much?" Will said holding back tears. "Because your a fagget! Your pathetic, and a little crybaby" Ben said mocking a crying baby. His two goons behind him laughing histarically. "Whatever man just leave me alone" Will said trying to stand up. Everyone was surprised that Will wasn't doing anything. Even though the words hurt. A lot. Ben didn't like the fact Will wasn't responding. So he grabbed the collar of Wills shirt and lifted him up. He dug in his pocket and grabbed out a little pocket knife, carving little lines into wills cheeks and forehead. He winced at the pain and squinted his eyes. "Since you didn't cut yourself when I requested. I'll do it for you." Just then Mike came into the crowd shouting for will. He stopped when he saw what was happening. "Look you pathetic fag! If I don't wake up to a news article of you hanging yourself tomorrow. I'll come to your fucking house and do it for you!" He dropped Will and kicked him in the nose before walking away. Will wiped his bloody nose and started picking up his school stuff while the crowd slowly disappeared. Mike came running up to him. "Shit Baby what happened!?" He said helping Will pick the rest of his stuff up. "Nothing I'm fine!" He snapped and started walking towards the truck, wiping his nose again. Mike ran up to him and tried to hold his hand. "Will..." Will quickly pulled it away and got into the truck. "Woah what in the shit happened to you?" Jonathan said high as fuck. "Nothing can we please just go" He replied quietly. A few minutes after they started driving Mike tried to put his hand on Wills thigh. He moved it to the other side of the seat. Mike was gonna grab it again and pull it into place under his hand but he knew Will just needed to be alone. They finally got home and Will ran into the bathroom, slamming the door. He stopped in front of the sink letting the river of tears flow down his cheeks. "Why can't I just be normal?! I deserve this." Will said taking his hidden razor out of the cabinet and hesitantly putting it on his wrist.

There is gonna be some !descriptive! sh stuff just a heads up

He dragged the tip of the razor across a vein. Watching the skin slowly separate. He pulled the skin apart hoping to make it bleed more. He had to drag the tip over it a couple of times before it actually started bleeding. He grabbed the razor again and started making another one with the middle of the razor this time. The pain was very fast and went away quickly unlike the other slow dragged one. This one also started bleeding more so Will didn't have to pull the skin apart. He continued to do that a few more times before washing them off and putting mikes hoodie sleeve over it. Meanwhile Mike stood outside the door listening to Will cry and curse. He had no idea about the cutting though. He finally knocked on the door when he heard wills crying come to an end. "Baby?" He asked trying to sound like he wasn't there the entire time. He heard things shuffle around in the bathroom for a minute before he got a response. "Y-eah?" Wills voice cracked. "Oh baby..." Mike said opening the door and locking it. He walked over to Will and hugged him tightly. "I'm so sorry I promise you I didn't mean it." He said lightly pushing Wills head down into his shoulder. "I was just so upset with him, I'm sorry." And with that mike felt his shoulder start to get wet. Will grabbed onto mike and sobbed into the taller boys shoulder. When he had calmed down slightly he looked up at mike. The tip of his nose a light pink and his eyes a bit puffy and red. "God dammit." Will cursed sniffling. "Let's get some bandages on your face okay?" Mike said grabbing some bandaids and alcohol pads. He cleaned the cuts, Will squinting his eyes from the pain. Mike then put bandaids over them and put some normal pads over his bruises. "We don't have school tomorrow, let's go rest." Mike said leading Will into his bedroom. He laid down on the bed, inviting Will into his arms. He accepted gratefully and hugged him tightly. "I wanna fucking kill myself." He said trying not to cry into mikes arms again. "Hey look at me." Mike said pulling Wills chin up. He looked into Wills pretty, teary eyed face. "Even when your crying your beautiful to." Mike said as he pushed his lips onto the brunettes. Will hesitated but then gave into the kiss. Mike put his hands on the boys neck, pulling him in closer. While Wills hands rested on mikes chest. "Mmm~" he moaned into the kiss as mikes tongue filled his mouth, swirling around his own. Will completely let Mike take over his mouth, sucking on his bottom lip lightly. Mike would whisper little "I love you so much" and "your the prettiest boy to walk this planet" in between kisses. "P-please" Mike heard Will say almost silently. "Please what baby? Use your words" He replied calmly in Wills ear. "M-my neck, kiss my ne-ck" Will stuttered out, his eyes drying a bit. "Of course baby, anything for you" Mike said as Will turned his head to the side, inviting Mike in. He had no hesitation in putting his lips all over wills neck. He adored the little breathily moans that came out of the smaller boy. He sucked a bit around Wills sweet spot before biting down directly on it. "mMm!" Will moaned into Mikes ear. "Such cute little moans." Mike would whisper occasionally, praising the brunette. He continued whispering sweet nothings to him until eventually he felt wills breathing come to a steady pace and assumed he fell asleep. He laid there with Will in his arms trying to forget about the shit that Ben did. But he couldn't. He decided he needed to kill that son of a bitch.

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