(Emily's POV): I looked back down at my computer screen. A big red warning sign had appeared on it. It read " you may not purchase this ticket. It has already been bought. Excuse us for the inconvenience." I groaned and looked around for another ticket. My hand movement slowed to a stop and I sat there thinking. What if this was a sign? It might be to early to leave them. I should just give them a chance, especially Harry. I dreadfully closed my computer and sat it down on the side table. I curled up in a blanket not letting the cold get to me. Sweet music floated from inside the house. My eyes fought to keep open but finally closed.
Harry's POV: she had gotten very mad at me. To tell you the truth it kind of hurt my feelings. What I had said is true. I didn't do anything with her. We had gone to bed and started to kiss. It just didn't feel right for both of us. I pulled away and explained my dilemma. She understood and didn't push me. We laid down and talked about our lives. Eventually we both fell asleep. When I woke up there was no trace of her left except the words that still were in my head. But Emily called me a monster. Imagine that. A monster. I don't think I'm a monster. I rarely ever do it with girls. People have stereotyped me as someone who does that but I have really stopped doing it. I don't like not feeling any connection to the girl. I just want to be able to love a girl with all my heart and she loves me back with all of her heart. I want a girl to curl up with at night. Not my pillow. I haven't felt that there was a girl I had met yet that I could actually love. Not just date for a couple of months, but actually love. That was until I met Emily. I walked around the apartment trying to find someone to talk to. I found Louis. I sat down next to him and began talking. "Louis do you think I'm a monster?" he immediately looked up from what he was doing. "Absolutely not Harry! You are one of the most kind and loving person I have ever met." I nodded and looked down at my lap. After a moment Louis whispered,"who said you were a monster?" I didn't want him to think bad of her but he needed to know,"Emily." "Why?" I explained shamefully,"it was because I had slept with Annie. we didn't do anything but she thought so, so she said she was disappointed that I was actually the guy who did that stuff and she referred to me as a monster." "Do you like her?" "yes" there was another moment of silence so I decided to continue,"she gives me these feelings Louis. No one has ever given me these before. I know it is ridiculous if she hates me but there is this piece of me that tells me to keep going. So I do. But I always screw up when I am around her. I want her so badly that I don't think I can stop until she is in my arms." Louis nodded,"don't worry Harry you will get her. I'm sure of it." I smiled and hugged him,"thanks." I walked out to the patio where she was and boldly planted a kiss on her cheek. Her cheek was warm and soft. Of course she was sleeping but I just had to do it. I just had to do it.
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