Living With Mommy!

The Visit

Rose's POV

Today is the day Rae's mother comes over to visit. I see him shaking slightly in the corner and I walk over to ask what's wrong. "Hey sweetie, what's the matter?"

"My mother is coming over today, remember? I have nothing presentable to wear and my room is a mess, I cant get big again, she's going to laugh at me and say she doesn't love me anymore." Raeveon continues and keeps going until I stop him.

"Hey hey hey, slow down hon. Listen to me, your mother isn't going to laugh at you, she might comment on your room and she'll always love you. Plus, she already knows you're a little so why would she judge you for that?"

"I've never been little in front of her, and she doesn't know that I use little gear. She'll disown me." Raeveon responds with a shaky voice.

"Well, puppy, if that happens then I'll talk to her about it and if she continues then I'll make her leave okay?" I reassure him. Raeveon nods slowly and hugs me tight. I softly rub his back as I hug him.

"I think I want to tell her about everything I do while in my baby space, breastfeeding, the diapers, and all the other little gear. I don't like keeping secrets from her."

"Well, baby that's completely up to you but I'll be next to you every step of the way."

About an hour later his mother arrives and I hear the doorbell ring. "Coming!" I shout. I walk over to the door and open it for her. "Hey Michelle, come in! We already prepared dinner for the two of us." I say with a smile.

Michelle looks confused and asks, "Wait, is Mikayla not here?"

I wince at the mention of Raeveon's dead name. "It's Raeveon, and we wanted to tell you something. Come into the living room." I say and lead her to the living room. We see Rae on the couch and he stands up to hug his mother. The two hug and then we all sit down on the couch.

"Listen, mother, I don't like keeping secrets from you so... I like being breastfed at times and I wear diapers and use pacifiers and the like," Raeveon says looking the other way, preparing for the worst.

Michelle sits there for a second and then slaps him. "You freak! You get sexual arousal from this?!"

"Wait what? no! It's completely appropriate, there's nothing sexual involved with it." Rae responds.

"Yeah well, I don't believe you. And I know you only told me this just to piss me off!" Michelle yells.

Raeveon involuntarily goes into littlespace and hugs me, crying. "I know you're not accepting what Raeveon needs to get over what you've done to him in the past couple of years, but you don't have the right to slap him and yell in his face. I need you to get out. Now." I say while trying to calm Raeveon down.

"No, I'm not done speaking to her."

Yeah well, HE is done talking. I don't like putting my hands on people but I will drag you out if I have to, we both know that I'm stronger."

Michelle sighs and gets up. "Look at me, Mikayla."

Raeveon looks up at her.

"Don't ever contact me again, understand?"

Raeveon nods and goes back to crying into my chest. With Rae in my arms, I stand up and lock the door after Michelle walks out and drives off.

"Baby, are you going to be okay?" I ask, concerned. Raeveon nods and asks if he can take a nap. "Of course hon," I respond as I rock him to sleep.

Well, that went terribly. I think to myself while Rae softly snores on my shoulder. I need to think of a way to help him feel better, his relationship with his mother is really important to him. If only I could help, but I don't want to force it.

Eventually, I lay Raeveon in his crib and go downstairs to the office and look up the price of adoption papers. After about an hour I hear Raeveon wake up and I get off of the computer to go get him, completely forgetting to clear the browser history.