Our Lust | Aemond Targaryen

04: Tears Of Joy

Alysanne

Looking at the cup, it turned red.. Tears formed in my eyes.. No..

I remembered my parents.. How would they react?!

"Congratulations Princess!" Harry exclaimed but his tone went down as he saw me crying.

I can't believe it.. Please.. Why..

"Why are you unhappy, princess?" Harry asked me. I didn't know what to do with this child I'm carrying.

This is aemond's child.

"If your unhappy with the child, i can always make moon tea for you-" i cut him off with me sobbing. "No! I can't kill this child!" i was having my breakdown which made celeste make harry leave.

"I can't celeste! It will kill aemond! I can't kill this babe, celeste.. Help me" i broke down to my knees as i looked at celeste who was tearing up a bit.

"You'll have to be strong for you and for the child.. Tell Your Mother and Father" my eyes widened. "No! They've already did so much for me and now they have to clean my mess!"

I was having a breakdown. Why are you like this alysanne.. What happened to the pure alysanne?

"Your stomach will grow princess.. Soon they will know. It's better to tell them now" Celeste was right. My stomach will grow and people would think I'm a wanter woman.. A girl who needed pleasure.

Fuck! Why.

I was on my knees.. My dress was filled with tear drops. I felt like i was a woman who was left at the floor.

How am i suppose to tell mother this?! Will she disown me?! Or send me off to the stepstones?

Argh! Why! I just! Why are you such a sucker for pleasure alysanne! I hit my head like a child.

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It was already midnight, celeste already left my room, and i was told to rest and stay calm, it was for the babe.

I managed to get a good sleep.. The hormones was still trying to kick in.

I've already told myself that i will tell mother as soom as the sun rises, and which i woke up early in the morning because i craved for food.

Good thing celeste was there to serve what i craved.

She told me that i would crave things like a apple that's color purple and weird food combinations.

After i ate, mother came by my room, i signalled celeste to leave.

This was my time to tell her.. But i was so nervous! What would she tell me.. I was scared that she would ship me off.

"What's going on?" She asked me caressing my messy hair. "Did something happen?" her soft voice calmed me down and gave me hope that she wouldn't ship me off.

"I-I'm.. c-carrying a-a child.." i managed to say slowly making mother's eye widen in surprise.

Her reaction scared me which made me sobbed in tears again.. I couldn't stop crying.

I looked at mother again and tears formed in her eyes, she hugged me. What? Is she angry?

"That's good but who's the father, alysanne?" she asked me. I stuttered as i said aemond's name.

She froze. Please don't be angry. I explained to mother that it was a thing that we had weeks ago and that it was my fault.

I knew she pitied me.. I felt like i was a disgrace.. The Eldest Daughter Of Princess Rhaenyra And Prince Daemon Targaryen is pregnant! Argh!

"Do you know where father is? I have to tell him!" i wanted to.

I looked at mother and she froze. What's going on? It took a few seconds before she spoke.

"Well your father isn't here.." her face saddened.

I simply nodded before taking embracing her again. I managed to breathe normally again now that she isn't angry at me.

"Are you planning to tell aemond?" she asked me and i looked her. My eyes were starting to form tears. I knew that if i spoke i will just end up having a mental breakdown, so i just shook my head.

She smiled at me before kissing my forehead.

I wasn't a mother's girl.. I was my father's little twin, i was just like my father, i looked like him too!.

But i had multiple personalities.. Sometimes i act like my mom, and sometimes i act like my dad, and in some occasions i act like a whole different person.

I came to realization that i needed to marry before my stomach grows! How will i answer questions like who's the father and all that stuff!

Okay but who would i marry?!

Maybe aevon velaryon, the son of vaemond. He's the same age as me and he's a gentlemen. He's also my friend.

After some thinking, i told mother my plan and she wanted to help me, she said that she'll talk with princess rhaenys, the one who taking care of aevon since his father died.

I gave mother a nod before she left.

I have to get married to aevon immediately, once princess rhaenys agree, we'll have dinner with the whole family then after, we'll get married.

But if i get married to aevon.. It means aemond's child will carry the velaryon name and not the targaryen.

Argh! All these problems!

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Aevon Velaryon As Desire Mia

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