Our Lust | Aemond Targaryen

05: Announcement

Alysanne

It was the day that everyone will know. Mother always talked to princess rhaenys and she agreed.

Me and aevon will be betrothed.

"I'll be happy to help you with your child" he smiled at me. He knew about my child but princess rhaenys doesn't know.

He agreed to help me raise my child.

"Don't you have any lovers?" i asked him. I was willing to let him have affairs if he wants to.

"Oh! I'm not that kind of man, alysanne. I'll be happy to raise that child with you" his words softened my heart. Aevon was actually the sweetest yet amazing friend I've ever had.

"Thank you so much for your kindness, aevon" i smiled at him.

I knew i couldn't love aevon as much as i did to aemond. Aemond was still in my heart but i know that i will learn to love aevon.

"Let's go" he said with his hand out, i happily took his hand.

When we both arrived, we already saw everyone. I stiffened as i saw aemond looking at me coldly.

I sat down in front of aemond, with aevon by my side, i held aevon's hand as i smiled to look at him..

The dinner went on, and a lot of speeches were heard.

"I-I am very happy to see all of you here" Grandpa happily says making me smile.

His health has gotten worst throughout the years but he can still walk, talk, and give orders.

"Well before the dinner ends, i would like to give a toast to my eldest daughter, congratulations on your betrothal" mother stood up with a cup of wine in her hand.

The rest of them had their wine up and congratulated me. I looked at aemond and he looked angry.

"Thank you!" i smiled at them.

After the dinner, the velaryons had to go back to driftmark. The wedding will be tomorrow and I'm beyond excited.

I never really knew how exciting it was to wear a dress and to get married.

As i arrived at my room, i quickly went to my vanity, where i saw celeste waiting for me.

"I saw aevon.. He looks pretty nice" She chuckled as she undid my hair.

I laughed as i told her all about the night and how aevon was so sweet to me and my unborn child.

"Do you think you two will be able to conceive?" my face turned sorrow.. Conceive? I mean we both could, i am a healthy lady and he's a healthy man. It will be easy for us to conceive but do i want to?

I do still have feelings for aemond but.. I could try with aevon. I'm sure he'll treat me and my unborn child with such delicate care.

"We both could but i kinda don't want to do it with him" It was the truth. I mean once i do feel something special with aevon then I'll be happy to give him his children.

But as long as the realm knows that the child I'm carrying is his then it will be no problem. Both of us have the same hair color so I'm sure that my child will look like him the the people's eyes.

After celeste undid my hair, she helped me dress into something more comfortable before she her goodbyes and left.

I can feel at ease. I'm getting married and when the realm knoes I'm with a child, they'll think it's aevon's

I brushed my hair before going to my bed, i just want to get ready for my wedding tomorrow.

As sleep was about to take me, i heard my door squeak, making me look at who came in. It was aemond.

"What are you doing here?!" i whispered trying not to be loud.

"What is all this?! You getting married?!" He yelled angrily. What is he on about?! It is midnight! And he barged into my room!

"What do you mean 'all this'" i questioned. He chuckled gritting his teeth.

"You getting married! Just last few weeks ago you said that you haven't thought about it and now your getting married?!" He shouted. His voice wad loud and was starting to scare me a little.

"People Change-" he cut me off. "After something happened with us?!" Something?! It was one night for god sakes!

"Nothing Happened! It was a mistake! What happened between both of us was a whole mistake! We were both sucker for pleasure and all we need was eachother's body! But we never had something special for eachother!" he froze.. Did i gone too far?

My words cut him deeply and i knew it.

"I guess i was assuming too much.. Thinking we did" he left my room after he said those words.

I sobbed into my own bed, with my blanket wet with my tears. Why did he have to do this, barging into my room.

Can't i be happy? Why did this even happen! He was my uncle! My own blood! But somehow i did it with him.

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I woke up and it was my wedding day, i woke up with a sorrow face after what happened last night.

Ladies were in my room, assisting me, house lords came into my wedding. To congratulate me.

I wanted to burst into my own tears.

As celeste did my hair, i wrote a letter for aemond before i go to driftmark and live there along with my husband.

It broke me in the inside knowing that I'm going to take his child with me. I pitied the child, he was going to carry the velaryon name, and will be named as aevon velaryon's son and not as aemond's.,

'Dear Aemond,

I know it was gonna break you in the inside and i deeply want to apologise. I can't seem to love you anymore, you were my own blood and i knew that dragons were suppose to burn one another but we can't burn together like you wanted.

I hope you can find a woman who will love you deeply and make you forget about me.

It breaks me to be away from you, my true love and first love. I will never forget our walks around the corridors of red keep, our smalls talks, our physical touch to one another, our love.

I wish you that the gods will protect you from any harm and will give you the best wife and the best heir you could ever want.

Love.
Alysanne'

A tear fell from my eye, i wiped it away, and stood up to look at my dress.

I wore a white dress, with red ruby accessories. My hair was in a updo with a red ribbon.

Maybe I'll be able to forget about aemond.

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Ok soo I'm getting kind of confused with the timelines but i just want you to know that our desires is far behind with the story of our lust.

Our Desires is set a few weeks back from this chapter!

Also there will be a time skip in the next chapter!!