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AN: I'm so sorry that I never wrote this. I try so hard to be active and I get to busy. I'm so sorry that it's coming out months later I hope you can enjoy this and again I'm so sorry.
Y/N's POV:
It's been three months since me and Mitch broke up. It hasn't been easy. He broke up with me. Saying he needed space and was too stressed with hockey to give me 100%. Such BS I thought, as I looked at his hometown friend's story seeing him make out with some random girl in a club. I could laugh, but I wasn't petty. In fact it broke my heart even more. And while trying to laugh I felt the tears spring in my eyes and fall down my face. I kept watching it over and over again. I couldn't help it, all my thoughts were previously all over the place but now they were going 100 miles a minute. The most prominent one was that he had moved on. It took him three months and just like that I was gone from his mind. So why was he still on mine? Because I loved him. Not loved. I love him. I don't think I'll ever stop.
Eventually I tore my eyes from my phone and dropped it on my living room floor and got up from the couch. I needed to shower and let myself sit in my thoughts for a couple more minutes. I walked into my bathroom and turned the shower to cold. I stripped off my clothes and got in. Before my hair could get wet I threw it up really quick. I cleaned my face and body, but while standing there nothing came to mind. It was empty. I took that as a sign of exhaustion. Since Mitch and I broke up I had been working a lot to distract myself from the fact that I couldn't text him to ask him to come over or him to just show up at my house and sit in my bed and watch movies. I took more shifts at my law job, which consisted of filing and helping the attorneys. And started focusing a lot on school. I was only one semester away from getting my bachelor's degree, so school took up lots of my time.
I got out of the shower and put my towel over my body. I moved into my bedroom and grabbed some clothes rushing back to the bathroom as I could feel the cold brushing against my skin. I put my clothes on and brushed my teeth and hair. To finish my routine I put my moisturizer on, turned off the light and walked out of my bathroom and my bedroom. I walked downstairs, grabbed some water and grabbed my phone checking the time.1:34AM, way too late for a law student to be up. I rushed up my stairs not before checking that my door was locked and turning off the light in the kitchen. I quickly texted my roommate and told her I turned off the light because I didn't know what time she was going to get home. I didn't even bother to check my notifications, I just jumped on my bed and passed out.
Buzz buzz buzz
I slowly roll over to turn off my alarm and get up. Pushing the alarm I slowly let myself get up, the first thing I do is open up my curtains and walk into my closet to find an outfit. I pulled out my brown pants and white turtleneck, it was getting to be winter so temperatures were dropping. I walk into my bathroom and do my whole morning routine, including makeup. I walked out of my bedroom, grabbed out eggs, bread, and avocado to make a quick sandwich. I grabbed some Starbucks glass coffee and my now cooked sandwich, grabbed my purse, backpack, and keys and walked out the door.
