Change My Mind- Zayn and Harry Fan Fiction

Change My Mind

"Morning beautiful." Zayn whispered into your ear. It's been officially 2 years of yours and Zayn's relationship. Every morning Zayn would wake you up with the same words; reminding you of how beautiful you are to him. He would make a nice breakfast for you as well just to show you how much he cares. He would hide all of your make-up just to show you that your natural beauty is a lot better than your mask. He always made you feel special. 

This morning Zayn said the same words: "Morning beautiful," with a sad tone in his voice. What happened to him? Did he have an arguement with one of the boys?

"What's wrong Zaynie?" you asked Zayn. He was never sad; always happy with a twinkle in his eyes. What was happening?

"Just had a little arguement with Harry. Nothing special." Zayn said quickly as if he didn't want you to hear him. Something changed in him. You need to find out more from him.

"Zayn, don't lie to me. I know you too well to just let you get away with it. You know you can tell me anything." you couldn't take it anymore. You needed to know what was going through his mind. He was definitely hiding something from you; something he doesn't want you to know about. 

"Seyma,trust me, it's nothing you have to know about." Zayn said to you annoyed from all of your questions. He had enough. He walked out of the house saying: "Going to the studio. Back at 3." He left you all on your own in the house. What do you do now? Is he going to the studio to meet with all the other boys to practice? You knew that he likes to go to the studio to just get rid of all of the stress he has. You have to call Harry to ask him about it.

"Hi Harry it's Seyma. Do you know anything about a practice in the studio?"

"Oh hi Seyma. No there's no practice today- not anything that I know of!"

"Are you doing anything today?"

"Um no I'm not. Do you want me to come over to your house?"

"Yeah ok. See you in 40 minutes?"

"Ok great. See you in 40 minutes."

*40 minutes later* 

*Door bell rings*

"Hellooo! Come in Harry. Make yourself feel at home." you said to Harry with a nervous feeling- it's butterflies in your stomach. Every time you see Harry you have those butterflies striking all the time. Why did you feel like this? You know it's not right to be with Zayn and like Harry at the same time! You can't tell Harry about your feelings- NEVER.

"So....do you want to go and sit down or go to the bedroom straight away?" Harry joked to you. When he said the bedroom joke, you thought he knew about how you felt. Omg. 

"Um, no I'm alright. Let's go and sit down." you didn't know how to reply to this.

"I was only joking! Of course we are only going to the couch." Harry always loved to joke around with you even if you didn't get his so called 'joke.' It never got awkward when Harry was around. He always made a conversation with everyone about anything- literally- he talked with your dad about history of cars, (which really Harry wasn't into history or cars.) This time it was really awkard. Neither of you spoke for 10 minutes until Harry broke the silence. 

"So, why did you ask me about the practice? Where's Zayn anyway?"

"Oh Zayn is in the studio, probably writing something new to get less stressed." 

"Why does he always leave you like this? You should be treated much better than that! I'm here to your rescue Seyma!" Harry stood up on the couch and pretended to be a superman. 

"Get off my couch with your dirty shoes! Get off it now before I'll make you get off it!" 

"Oh really, you're going to make ME get off the couch? Well then because I'm the guy in the house at the moment, I'll make you get off your own couch right now!" Harry grabbed both of your legs and dragged you down to the floor. You felt his big,strong hands around your legs....you felt so safe with him. You could literally die in his arms as long as he would hold you tight and never let you go....why are you thinking of this? What is wrong with you today? Oh no. He just came closer to your face. You can feel his breath on your cheeks; making you shiver from the coldness of it.

"Who's the boss now?" Harry whispered in your ear. This felt much better than it felt when Zayn was whispering in your ear every morning. No! Stop thinking of all of this! It's wrong to think all of this!  You wanted to kiss his lips so badly as they got closer to you. Oh no... he got closer and closer to your face with every second. Will he actually kiss you? 

"I just want you to know that...." Harry didn't finish his sentence because by the time he could finish it, he placed his lips on yours. His kiss was magical, irresistable, gentle, smooth, unforgetable.... you could go on like this all day describing his kissing skills. You wanted him to stop but at the same time you wanted him to carry on. What do you really want?

"Oh God. I'm sorry I didn't mean to do this it just; I don't know I couldn't resist." Harry tried explaining himself but he made it worse and worse for himself with every word he said.

"It's ok. I'm not going to tell Zayn don't worry. I understand, you have your man needs."

"No it's not ok. I just betrayed my friend with his girlfriend. I feel like crap."

"No seriously, it's ok. The kiss didn't even last longer than a minute. Let's just call it a peck on the lips?" 

"Ok. I'm really,trully sorry for this. I really didn't mean to do this I swear." 

"Harry just stop going on about it. It's the past now. Let's just sit down on the couch and watch some TV?" What else could you say to him? Oh yeah I enjoyed it as much as you did and I know you're not actually sorry?

After about an hour or so of you and Harry pretending like nothing happened Zayn came back home from the studio. 

"Hey babe! I invited Harry because I felt a bit lonely." you walked up to Zayn and kissed him before he could say anything. This was the only way you could feel normal again. 

"Hi beautiful. Wow you're in a good mood aren't you?" Zayn said to you with a smirk on his face. Phew. He doesn't notice your smudged lisptick at all! 

"I better get going! Nice hanging around Seyma. Call me if you need me. See you guys  around." Harry said as he was leaving the house. Well, at least he acted normal- well tried to act normal. 

"What did you guys do?" Zayn asked you curiously.

"Just talked and watched a film that's all." you couldn't tell him the truth no matter what. Let's just say that, that moment was a moment of weakness.

Yeah, just a peck on the lips. You wish.....