Change My Mind- Zayn and Harry Fan Fiction

Stole My Heart

"When Harry came to my house we....we were watching a film and um....we were talking and then he stood on the couch and he was messing around. I told him to get off it and he said that he's going to make me get off it and....we ended up on the floor since he dragged me off the couch. He got really close to me and then....." you couldn't get the words out of your throat. It was as if your throat blocked your speech and left you there without being able to speak. 

"Thenn....carry on I'm still listening. I won't judge you." Niall said to you. 

"Well then...we kissed. Look Niall it's not what it seems like. I didn't want it! Maybe I did want it. Niall I'm so confused I don't know what is happening to me! I love Zayn very much and I love Harry as well. Niall please help me!" you were really confused now. Who did you love, really love? 

"Oh. Um Seyma look, I'm not judging you or anything but I think you need to have a break with Zayn and Harry to actually figure out who you want to be with." Niall said to you with his words of wisdom. You start to think through everything Niall has just said. He's right; you do need a break from everything. From the thought of telling Zayn that you need a break from him makes you tear up.

"Seyma I didn't mean to hurt you! I'm really sorry oh God what have I done now? Seyma please don't cry  I hate seeing you cry- you're like a sister to me. Please stop crying I beg you!" Niall was trying to pick your face up by your chin but your face was too ashamed. Your tears made you feel weak and stupid. 

"Niall it's alright. I'm just so embarrassed about all of this. I feel so bad about all of this you know. It's as if this was all a dream and when I wake up, nothing would have happened- me and Zayn would be happily together and me and Harry would have not kissed. I just want to turn back time! Niall please tell me what to do!" you started to cry more at this point. You definitely needed a Horan hug. 

"Seyma it's okay don't be ashamed about this. I know you for some time and I know you quite well. I know you liked Harry since you and Zayn have been dating. Don't ask me how I know this but I just do. I know you're going through a hard time but please, Seyma stay strong through all of this. Personally I think you should stay here and be my sister that I never had! Seriously, I think you should stay here for some time and think about everything- all those times you spent with Zayn and all those moments Harry made you feel something for him. Just think about what would your life be if you were with one of them. If you feel like you want to be with Zayn then do it but if you think you want to start a new relationship with Harry then do it. Basically Seyma what I'm trying to say is, follow your heart because your heart is the only thing that can lead you down the right path." Niall really did know how to make you feel good about yourself and what you have done. You loved Niall with all your heart; not love-love but you love him like as if he was your brother. He did have a special part in your life. 

'Thank you Niall for being here for me. I love you so much you don't even understand! Thanks for letting me stay at your place." right now you had to get a Horan hug from Niall. 

"It's okay Seyma it's not a problem. It's actually a pleasure for me to help you. I love you too." at this time Niall gave you his very famous Horan hug. You loved his hugs because he buries his face in your neck and you can feel his hot breathe on your skin. Now Seyma, please don't develop any feelings for Niall because you just said he's like a brother to you. 

"Seyma I need to confess to something while I have the chance. I....."