Change My Mind- Zayn and Harry Fan Fiction

She's The One

Harry's POV:

The way I feel can only be described in a film- cruel. I ruined the most perfect relationship in the whole world besides, I can't just not love Seyma after all of these times I have spent time with her. My heart tells me to fight for her no matter what, because deep inside I believe that she would be better off with me than with Zayn. She is such a fragile person that even a fly could break her. Her slim figure is a figure I would love to see every day in the morning laying next to me in my bed. I would love to feel her softness and her innocence for myself and not just be told about it all from Zayn. The Harry who said the horrible things to Zayn during the meeting after the 'time of weakness' was definitely not the real Harry. The real Harry was trapped in a cage; longing to escape to change every spoken word. If I could go back to the past I wouldn't force Seyma to kiss me, I wouldn't tell Zayn about everything. I would keep quiet and have a crush on her. I would but I can't. I'm sandwiched between two options which I have to pick between- pick my good friend Zayn or battle for Seyma's heart? 

Seyma's POV:

The guilt I feel towards my words directed at Niall make me want him even more. The fact that I said to him that I love him and that we should stay friends makes my heart and body beg for him more. I want to be held in his strong arms; feel his warmth. The way Niall treated you made you feel like a princess. Like the only girl in the world who he really loved. When you woke up nearly evey morning to seeing Zayn, you felt the sparkle between you two but it just wasn't the same. When you saw Niall this morning you hardly resisted yourself from kissing him and telling him how you really feel. He probably still likes Amy from the times when both of them were in high school. When you firstly met Niall he was so in love with Amy that he wouldn't stop talking about her. He seemed so in love with her that you thought you never had a chance with him or even anyone. You were obviously wrong because now Niall is head over heels about you! You were so disorganized with your love life. You couldn't pick between Zayn, Harry or Niall. The real question is which one will make you feel loved and special? Which one will walk that extra mile for your relationship? You knew that Zayn still loves you however you are too ashamed to come up to him and say: "I know you still want to be with me." This would just not go right. Harry is mostly known as the womanizer in the media on the other hand, he is the opposite in real life. He only had 2 girlfriends in 3 years. They were both older than him. You think that he will just use you and not actually love you because, of his previous age choices in love. Niall is the missing piece of your puzzle that without it, you can't live and carry on living. His presence is so magical; it's something that you don't understand. You love him like a brother but you need him like a lover. 

The way your heart was leading you is for sure not the right way to go. You want to make it official with Harry and Niall and keep on being with Zayn. You wanted so many things but you can't have all of them at once. Your love life is a bit like old fashion- comes in and comes out of the world. You felt so lonely and bitter because of your feelings and emotions. You wish someone would tell you which one of the boys to pick. It's too hard to decide at the moment but, time will tell you the answer that will fill your life with joy and true love. You can just wish for now....