Change My Mind- Zayn and Harry Fan Fiction

Tell Me A Lie

You waited until Harry told Zayn about what happened between you and him. If Zayn got to know what you did to him then he'll definitely break up with you right this instance. Oh God, here he comes....

"Hi Zayn! How you doing?" Harry said to Zayn. Thank God he didn't say anything about what you two did-well, not yet.

"Hi Harry. I'm alright. How are you?" 

"I'm okay could be better though. Oh hi Seyma."

"Hi Harry. Zayn are we going inside to your mum?" you did answer Harry but you didn't want to talk to him or look him in the eyes. You couldn't stare at him because Zayn would probably get some curious thoughts about you and him. God! Harry's deep, raspy voice is amazing! You guess he just woke up about half an hour ago. He's just perfect but so is Zayn. Seriously now your emotions are mixed up. Who do you actually love? Zayn or Harry?

"Oh um okay Seyma. Well then, see you around Harry." 

"Yeah see you around." 

Zayn started walking but before you could go and follow his foot steps Harry grabbed your arm really tightly. What did he want now?

"Seyma wait. We need to talk."

"What about? I'm pretty sure we talked through everything yesterday. Anyway, go on."

"You can't just pretend that you don't know me! Just act normal because you're going to see me all day today since I'm sleeping over here and I know for a fact that you and Zayn are as well."

"What did you just say? You are doing this on purpose! Stop all of this! We're never going to be together. As I said before, it was a time of weakness when we kissed so get over it!"

"I know you have some feelings for me don't lie. I saw you staring at me every time we are in the same place. You think I don't see it? Well you're wrong because I see everything you do."

"No I don't like you! Stop and just leave me alone!"

"Oh come on. I know you want me as much as I want you too." At this point Harry grabbed your waist and tried to force you to kiss him. You tried to get away from him but his big hands wouldn't let you even nudge. You want to kiss him but you don't. You want him to hold you in his arms but you don't. What is happening to you really? Your mind is so confused; your heart is feeling mixed emotions; you can't take this anymore. 

"What the hell Harry?! Get off Seyma now you asshole!"

"She wanted me to kiss her. I didn't force her to."

"Get off her now before I'll force you off her!"

"Wow chill out Zayn I was just joking! I'm leaving her now all to you. Oh and yeah, just to let you know, last night when you were in the studio we had a make out. She told me not to tell you but I think you should know with what your wasting your time with. I'll see you in the studio tomorrow then Zayn and you Seyma, I'll call you when I want a one-night thing. Bye!"

"Get out of here now Harry! Get the f**k out I said!" 

You were shocked by what just happened. You didn't know Harry could be like this. Why did he do this to you? Did he totally want to ruin yours and Zayn's relationship and your life? 

"What do you think you're doing? Cheating on me with him now are you? What else did you do behind my back? I should have known you're a little slut. Get out of my sight I don't want to see you, hear you or even be with you! Go!" 

"Zayn let me explain this."

"No just go!" 

You ran away from Zayn sobbing. You wanted to tell him that Harry kissed you last night and that you didn't kiss him back. You wanted to tell him that you two didn't kiss just then and that he was forcing you to kiss him but you didn't want to. You wanted to tell him that you only loved him and that you didn't have any feelings for Harry. You just wanted to tell him how much you love him and that you won''t cheat on him with anyone and that you never did. All of this was the truth that will never be heard by Zayn's ears. Just the thought of him calling you a slut cut you in half like knives. You understood that he was angry and furious with you and Harry but that was a bit too much; or was it not?  You felt like one anyway that's for sure! You have no where to go- you can't go back to yours and Zayn's house because he doesn't want to see you anymore, your parents live in a totally different country, you have no friends that would let you stay over for a few weeks....there is one person who might let you stay. Niall. Niall is like a brother to you, literally. He is the sweetest guy you have ever met in your whole life. You have to call him to ask him if you could stay at his place for a while. Let's just hope he will say yes....

"Hello? "

"Hi Niall it's Seyma."

"Oh hi Seyma! What's wrong you're crying."

"What? No I'm not crying."

"Yes you are I can hear you. You can't lie to me."

"Niall please can I come over to your house?" 

"Yeah sure wait, aren't you supposed to be with Zayn at his mum's house?"

"Yeah I was supposed to. Please let me come over I need to tell you about what happened."

*silence*

"Niall are you there? Niall?"

"Yeah yeah I'm here! Wait by the train station and I'll pick you up. I'll be there in 30 minutes. Please Seyma wait there and don't go anywhere. I wouldn't bare to hear about you getting lost in the state you are in. Wait by the train station I'll be there as fastest as my car can go. See you in 30 minutes then. Bye."

Before you could thank Niall for being so kind again he hung up. He was probably putting on his shoes and getting in the car now. Well. All you are left with is going to the train station and waiting there for Niall. Another 30 minutes will have to be waited through....

*50 minutes later*

Here's Niall. Finally.

"Seyma I'm so sorry I'm late! I saw Mc Donald's on my way here and I thought you might be hungry well  really I was hungry but I bought you something as well don't worry I'm so sorry believe me please I'll do anythi-"

"NIALL! It's okay. I understand your needs. Now can we please go to your house so I can tell you everything?"

"Oh okay sure let's get going then. Oh God I need to stop talking now I'm out of breathe and I can't actually breathe properly oh God I seriously need to shut up now. God I can't breathe!"

"NIALL JUST GO PLEASE!"

"Oh yeah okay. Let's go then."

Niall finally started the car and started driving. You didn't want to tell Niall about what you did but you have no one else to talk to, so you basically have no choice. In 30 minutes you will be in Niall's house eating Mc Donald's and talking about what happened. Niall really does know how to make you feel better. He is the only person you can talk to about anything even girl things like periods although, he goes all red on the face and a bit awkward. Okay. Just enjoy the rollercoaster that is life. Where did that come from? You have to stop thinking about Zayn. Just stop Seyma. 

Now you're here in front of Niall's house, getting out of his car to go inside. You finally go inside with Niall. You both go into the kitchen and the first thing Niall does is get out the food and place it in two places on the counter, obviously telling you to sit down next to him on the stool. 

"Okay then Seyma I'm prepared to listen while I'm going to be eating. Tell me what happened?"

Here we go. There's no point in lyeing to Niall- he'll find out anyway. Deep breathe.

"Well it all started yesterday when Harry came to my house after I called him...."