Change My Mind- Zayn and Harry Fan Fiction

Torn

Your heart suddenly stopped beating as you heard Niall's words. The blood in your veins flowed through your body; flowing repeatingly from the pump of your heart. The bloodcurdling words made your heart palpitate. You can't predict what Niall will blurt out. He broke the short silence.

"I... I think that,um... maybe we could....you know; we could try being together. That's only if you want to though I don't want to pressure you into answering." Niall looked at you with hope. This situation made you feel exruciating due to the fact that you didn't want to hurt Niall in any way. He was too innocent and fragile to be treated in such a way beside, how are you supposed to feedback to his  opinion? Your mind evaluated all the possible answers to reply with on the other hand, your were sandwiched between love and friendship- which one do you pick?

"Niall I think that maybe it's not the best time and situation for us to be together as a couple. Don't get me wrong, you are the best, loving guy I have ever met however, after the situation I'm in at the moment with Zayn and Harry; it would be too difficult for me to decide right now. Niall please don't think of me as ignorant because I do love you a lot but not really in that way. There is a girl out there who will turn out to be your fairytale princess." You had to say this to him. You couldn't go into a relationship with him and lie to him about your feelings. It wouldn't be fair on Niall since his feelings are real towards you.

"Oh. I thought that.... it doesn't matter." 

"Niall please don't be angry with me I do want to be with you but I can't at the moment. Niall this is so hard for me to say." 

"It's ok Seyma I understand. The present situation you are in would make you feel awkard and also it would kind of make you look slutty. No offence. It's alright I understand you." 

"Can we still be friends?"

"Sure. We shouldn't let my stupid words affect our friendship." you could clearly see that Niall was hurt by your decision. You did really want to be with him so badly but as he said; it would actually make you look slutty because, if you were in a relationship with Niall; that would actually make 3/5 love connections from the band. 

Niall's POV:

Her words cut me in half- breaking every part of my body, making me feel useless. What was I thinking she would answer? It seemed so obvious that she didn't feel the same way as I did. She is so beautiful her beauty overwhelmes my heart with burning desire to kiss her perfect lips. Her hair reminds me off the endlessly moving waves belonging to the sky blue ocean; flowing through the air freely and smoothly. Her cheeks remind me off cotton candy-coloured roses in the most breathtaking garden in the world. Her smile reminds me off pearls laying on the counter, shining brightly into my eyes. She is perfect. Her presence makes me feel butterflies in my stomach; I feel the positive side of the world. She has an affect on me that words can't describe. How could she be so comforting and yet so dangerous? Her answer made me lose purpose and meaning of life.

My life deserves an ending....