Where Are Ü Now X |J.B|

Did He Really Even Care ?

It's been 3 days and Justin didn't call me text me or anything and I feel like he's using me or avoiding me or trying to make me jealous . I feel so stupid right now I thought he changed I really did but I doesn't look like it from his the way I'm looking at it he's on Instagram taking pictures with girl and he went to the Met Gala and he's partying . I couldn't make it because I was sick and I didn't want to be around people while I'm coughing that's embarrassing to me . Maybe this is a sign he's showing me , telling that we're broken up for good I think I don't know these relationship thingys I never really been in one but I think it's over I guess he's with plenty of girls and I think this is it he's rubbing all these girls in my face so I guess this is it . Right now I just need someone to talk to maybe mom or a friend because right now I'm in a debate where either I should text him or call him and I'm thinking what should I do ? So , me being a idiot I decided to text him .

Text message Point Of View :

You : Are we still even together ?
After I texted him that it took a half an hour to respond I hate slow texters .

Justin : I don't know are we ?

Is he really serious I don't know are we ?!

You : I really don't know it doesn't feel like it so I guess not maybe this really was a mistake so bye and thank you for at least texting back .

End of text point of view

I waited an hour but he didn't respond I guess he didn't really even care so anyways I've been home alone all week chugging down ice cream , smoothies and milkshakes watching chick flicks and I feel like I've been used and heartbreak I have to listen to what really tells me what's right so the only thing I'm worried about now is only my fans and going back on tour . Fuck relationships .