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Jeon Jung kook

Seeing that I was sad, my parents came to talk to me, but when I got up without talking to them, my father stopped me by holding my wrist and said, "It's not wrong that you like him, but he should also like you. If he doesn't like you, you're wrong to think of him. I don't know what happened between you and him, but I understand only one thing, he left his house because of something you did. So for now just think about your marriage and don't think about anything else. If God has decided that he is the one for you then he will come to you, no one can stop that. So listen to Dad and be happy, We both can be happy only if you are happy".

I can't think of anything but him, I just want to see him right now and apologize to him. But to whom can I go and ask where he is, if I go to their house and ask, they will surely ask why, and I cannot give them an answer. My father is right, if God has decided that he is for me, no one can stop it, and in my mind it seems that he is going to be my husband. I shouldn't be sad anymore, I should think if there is any way for me to marry jin, if I think it will be correct for now. I thought in my mind that there is some way seokJin and I are getting married, I need to find it soon.

"I won't be sad anymore dad, I'm going to think if there is any way for me and jin to get married" I told my dad happily thinking that there would be some way.

"You will never change jungkook, you don't understand what I'm saying and when I say don't think about him, you're telling me in front of you that you'll only think about him. You and jin are not going to get married, he's already married and has a kid, better keep it in your mind that he never left his husband and come for you" my father shouted angrily in front of me and then my father and mother left my room as if i cannot change my mind.

I kept thinking like that but I couldn't think of any way, days passed like that and still there is only one day left for my marriage. When I thought about it, I was afraid and worried that I would miss seokJin. At that time when I was sad, my father came to me and said, "Tonight we are all going to stay at Mr. Kim's house, and tomorrow we can all go to church together from his house."

I sadly told my dad that I can't go and stay there, he came and sat beside me and he said to me sadly, "Your mom and I never thought that you would like jin like this, why do you like him like this jungkook?, anyway, this is the first time you feel sad for someone like this. We've never seen you upset in front of us. But it's hard for us when we see you upset for Jin so much, but now you have no choice, jungkook, we can go and stay at their house tonight, there's a chance Jin will come there tonight too."

I also thought about what my dad said, maybe seokjin has come there, so I told my dad, let's go there. My father kept asking me over and over again in my mind why I love seokJin so much but I didn't know how to answer that either.

Leaving our house, We arrived at Kim's house, Mr.Kim and his wife then Hoseok came to welcome us, but seokJin didn't come, so it was clear that seokJin wasn't here.

They were all talking happily but there was no happiness in my heart. At that time a car came inside their house, seeing it everyone in their family was very happy and immediately moved away from us and went towards that car, and seokJin got out of that car.

I was very happy to see him and when I was going to talk to him, my father stopped me by holding my hand and then I stood quietly knowing that everyone was here. His father and mother welcomed him happily, hoseok went and picked up his son, the baby saw me and said daddy, and everyone laughed.  Immediately Mr kim took his baby from hoseok's hand and said that your daddy will come here tomorrow, hearing that I got so angry that I hit him.

Then Mr. Kim bring seokJin and introduced him to my parents. He greeted my dad and mom, I was staring into his eyes wondering when he will see me, but he didn't see me and was smiling happily talking to my dad and mom.  Then from there everyone moved to enter the house and I gently held seokJin's hand.

When everyone went inside I bring seokjin to a place where there was no one there and hugged him tightly, I thought he would stop me but he didn't stop me and he hugged me too.  This was the first time I got so close to him, I kissed his forehead. Then I started telling him my love for him in my heart "I have never felt sad for anyone in my life, for the first time I was sad because I missed you and your baby so much. Knowing how I was before seeing you, you were right to be angry with me but after seeing you I am not like that.Hitting you was my biggest mistake, Hit me as many times as you want. But I won't hit you again. Forgive me. I have no life without you and your baby"

After telling him how much I love him, I went to kiss him on his lips, I had a thought in my mind that he would push me away but what he did shocked me, he closed his eyes in front of me and then I watched him close his eyes without kissing him and I was very happy to see that and then I said softly in his ear "I know you have a crush on me too". The next second I told him he pushed me away and ran away in shame.

 The next second I told him he pushed me away and ran away in shame

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