I couldn't believe what I had said to Jules. And what's worse is that she remembered me from the most embarrassing time of my life. I kept my hands over my face, hoping to cover the blush in my face.
"Eddie, did you hear me?" she asked softly. I groaned, still burying my face.
"Jules, please, can we pretend this never happened?" I begged, feeling small and stupid.
I felt the bed sink next to me and her floral scent was all around me, making me dizzy. She leaned into me, making my head fuzzy and like I wanted to throw up.
"You don't like me?" she asked, sounding sad. I pulled my hands from my face, staring ahead.
"I didn't – I don't mean," I was frustrated, flustered by the situation I had brought onto myself. "It's stupid. And I know that it would never work out. So, let's forget about it."
"You want me to forget about it?" She was still pressed to me, still making me dizzy. I refused to look at her.
"I just know I can be a dick, and I know that I'm hard to be around, so let's just move past this, and I'll try to quit being such an asshole," I offered, trying to push through this and squash my unrequited feelings.
I felt a hand on my thigh and almost jumped out of my skin. I felt heat creep in my face and the tension built in silence growing around us. I stared at her hand on my leg – her nails were still dark, and I bet her hands were still soft.
"I don't want to forget about it, Eddie," she said softly. I felt my heart drop – of course she didn't. I was never going to get past this.
"Jules, please, I'm embarrassed enough about this," I pleaded, the emotion catching in my throat. I still couldn't look at her.
"Eddie, I don't want to forget about it," she emphasized again. Her hand was still on my leg, her side still pressed to me. I finally looked at her, wanting to tell her to leave so I could get past this.
I stopped when I saw her face – it was soft, smiling at me. I felt my heart catch, wondering what her expression meant. I stopped myself – she was just being nice.
She was close to me – I could smell her perfume all around me. I watched her lips – they were berry colored.
"Jules—"
"Eddie Munson – I don't want to forget about it!" She was emphatic, trying to communicate something to me. I looked at her, confused – what did she mean? I continued to try to put the puzzle together as she groaned, rolling her eyes. I started panicking – what has I missing?
"I don't understand," I finally admitted, feeling my face flush. She pursed her lips. "Jules, what do you—"
I was cut off as she leaned her face close to mine. I pulled back, terrified about what was about to happen. She placed a hand on the side of my face.
"Eddie, stop moving," she ordered. I felt my stomach flip as she closed the distance.
What was happening?
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Eddie flinched, pulling away from me as I leaned into him. I grew exasperated, especially since he was being dense, not understanding what I meant earlier.
"Eddie, stop moving," I snapped, placing my hand on his face. He nodded quickly and I pressed my lips to his, my butterflies pounding against my chest.
He stiffened, seemingly stunned. I pulled back, wondering if I made a mistake. Now it was my turn to apologize, wanting to forget what I just did.
"You don't want to forget about it," he whispered, still close to my face. I swallowed hard before he wrapped his hand around the back of my neck before kissing me deeply. I threw my arms around his neck, returning his kiss as I felt him smile into my mouth. He moved his hands to my thighs, pulling me onto his lap. I wrapped my legs around him as he pulled me tight, making my heart skip.
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The Sound
FanfictionJules Mullin has worked at Hawkins' local, eclectic record store, The Sound, for the last couple of years, and she loves it. She loves helping clients, learning about new music, working with her boss. However, she is convinced that Eddie Munson, her...