V syndrome (VMIN)

열덜

weakness

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"Who are you and who allowed you to enter here?"
The deep voice uttered coldly.
Jimin froze with his mouth and eyes wide open, a surprised face, a pounding heart, and a body that refused to hold back balance.

"W-what do you mean?" He uttered his words with a trembling stammer.
"I asked you who are you and what are you doing in my room. Who let you in?" He asked again.

"Are you kidding me V? It's me Jimin, I'm the bird, snowman." He smiled stupidly before rushing to hug him
"Stop there, don't come close, I don't know you, little one," he said, turning around, giving him his back, cursing under his breath... Yes, he made a mistake.

"How can you not know me when you just called me little one, you're kidding me, look this joke is silly and I'm dying here missing you not for you to make fun of me."
He added with a little anger. He couldn't believe the other attitude. All this missing, oppression, crying, and fear is devouring him from all sides, and the other here is making stupid jokes.

"Get out of my room, boy, I'm not here to joke with you, stranger!" He responded in his original tone, that bitter strong tone.

And here Jimin lost it

"What's wrong with you V? How dare you say that?" He shouted for the first time in the colonel's face, and went towards the bed, picking a pillow and throwing it on his back.
"Don't do this to me! Don't do this to me! I was dying every day from fear of receiving your death news, I missed you every day, I spend all the time waiting for you, praying to god day and night to bring you back to me safely, not to be back to your old self, as if nothing had happened, as if you did not confess that you miss me in the letter and didn't receive my words".
He was screaming, crying, and throwing what he found in his way of things under the other regretful stares.

He walked towards him and hit his chest with his tiny fists
"Don't do this to me! Torture me, flog me, burn my body with your cigarette, mutilate it with your dagger, but don't marginalize my heart, which has violated its beliefs, and loves you, do not break my soul attached to you!"
His strength faded and he was about to collapse but the colonel's grip caught him. He lifted him and carried him in his arms, so his weak legs were wrapped around his waist and his hands around V's neck, he walked towards the bed, sitting and the other in his lap.

The sound of his crying shook the corners of the room and shook the harsh walls of V's heart.
"Don't do this to me, Taehyungie!" He said tightening his hug more as if he would lose him any moment.
The word sent shivers to V's soul, who put his face on the younger neck, saying, "Sorry, I'm sorry, my bird."
He wrapped his arms safely around his slender body.

Minutes passed and Jimin moved away a little, resting his forehead on V's
"where have you been? Why didn't you back with the soldiers? Are you well? Why didn't you reply to my letter ?" He asked him playing with his back hair.
"You ask a lot, bird." He smiled lightly.

"I was afraid, I didn't sleep for long nights, you were always my dream guest when Younghoon said that a shell landed on your spot, I almost break down. I wanted to cry and scream but you asked me to stay strong, so I did." He said softly, holding back his tears from coming out, V looked at the little boy's almond eyes that were glistening with tears, He kissed his button nose and gently stroked his hair.