Cant.. Remember

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I gag and look away. "Holy shit that's a lot of blood."
Cara lifts Charlotte into a sitting position. "We didn't know what to do! I mean.. would you? All of the sudden she just started gushing blood! Then she collapsed."
"I'd imagine that. Where's Daniel?"
"Got called into work. There was an emergency."
"Damn. Alright, you get the bed sheets off and I'm gonna give her a bath."
"I'll pick out an outfit for her whilst you're doing that too. Does she have specific clothing for around the house?"
"Just give her one of my sweatshirts. My room is across the hall to the.. left."
"Got it."

I put one arm under her legs and the other against her back. Charlotte shifts around. She shakes her head and moves her arms around until she finds me. My shirt is tight in her grasp. I'd expect her to at least pull herself closer or try and get me away, but nope. Charlotte just holds my shirt. Which I'm fine with. I'd rather her not push me away.

After her bath I'll have to check up on Levi and Ray. Ray for an obvious reason and Levi.. it's going to be hard for him. Levi didn't handle Ray like how I handled Charlotte. He came after most of Ray's healing process. This is probably.. no.. this IS heartbreaking for him.

I lift Charlotte up. That might of triggered a reaction in her body, because she holds on tighter. I move hair out of her face, then begin my walk to the bathroom. I can't help but look at her. Even covered in blood she looks beautiful. She'll be my girlfriend one day. I swear it. I'll prove him wrong. I've waited this long, so another year or two won't matter.
Alright, let's focus on the task at hand... not our love for her.
I carry us to the bathroom. On the way there I admire the different paintings. They're very well made. Wonder if one of them made these..

I reach the bathroom and use my back to push the door open. I put her on the sink counter, then push her up against the wall, so she can sit up right. Then I pry her hand off me and instead put it on her lap.
Once I make sure she's situated, I turn around. I lower myself onto my knees and press the stopper down. Next thing is the water, so I turn on the water and put it at a hot temperature, but not so hot that it'll burn her.
I look back to her. She's moved her legs up close to her chest. I don't think she's awake..
Well, it's time for your bath, my princess.
Wow.. it's really not the same saying that without her response. I'm not used to hearing no "but I don't want tooo" or "No. Fuck off." That or having to compromise. Then she'd go.. "fine, but only because I want to now."
She has me on a hook and she doesn't even know it. My princess. My doll. My baby. My babe.. My everything. I'll make sure she knows that. Screw any other sub or woman or man, she's the one I want. I want to hold her and tell her I love her over and over. Then once she know that I want her to eventually say it back. When she says it back I'm taking her right there and then. I'll make her scream both "I love you" and my name. Then I'll give her the best aftercare and in the morning I'll make her breakfast in bed! Yeah.. I'll do that and so much more.
Stop getting sidetracked!

I stand up and return to her. Gently, I take her legs and lay them out. Then, I move her a tad off the wall, so I can unclasp her bra and get it off easily. Fuck.. she really needs to eat. We'll get there. We will. I promise you, Charlotte.
I'm promising a lot of things.. hope I can really make them happen.

I unclasp her bra and assist it in sliding down and off her. Next to go is her underwear, so I just stand her up and slide them down her legs.

Usually.. I'd take the time to admire her, but that isn't possible right now. Not because she's covered in blood. No, but because she needs help with her injuries and I'm gonna be her medic!
I lift her back up into my arms and gently lower her into the tub. The bath water almost instantly turns a light shade of red.

I pick at one of the bandages until I can peel it off. She flinches each time it peels from her skin. Is she awake and refusing to look or talk to me? Is she angry at me because I allowed Calvin to talk to her? Maybe this is how she acted before; just allowing things in silence. I rip a bandage off and her eyes zip open. She looks at me, then the bath, and then back to me.
"Hey." I whisper.
     "V-Vince..?" Charlotte croaks.
"Hi princess."
I reach up and grab the wash cloth.
     "How i-is he?"
"I.. Let's focus on helping you first before worrying ourselves, alright?"
      "Is he.. alive a-at least?"
She brings a hand up to my face. Her thumb rubs at my cheek before traveling to my lips.
"Yes, Ray is with Levi right now. We should leave them alone for a bit. Levi needs Ray just as much as Ray needs him."
I take soap and pour it onto the wash cloth.
     "Am I still.. p-pretty?"
"Is there ever a time you're not? You're the prettiest woman I've ever met."
I wipe her face down.
She looks at her body. "I'm not looking m-my best.. am I?"
"Hey." I almost snap out. Charlotte looks back to me. "You're beautiful Charlotte. Doesn't matter what I or anybody else thinks. You-are-beautiful."
She takes her hand off me then puts it on her thigh. "Look at this.. disgusting."
I rinse her face with water then move onto her chest.
"All these injuries will heal. You might get scars on your wrists and ankles, but that's it. Don't even look at that. It's not there."
     "But.. it is. A r-reminder of w-what happened.."
"We'll talk about all of that later. How are you feeling?"
I put the cloth down then lift her arm up. I begin unwrapping the bandages on her arm. Damn they did a good job.
      "D-dizzy. Like I-I'm floating. Everything.. hurts. I could.. barely
r-remember your name.. for some reason.."
"Huh.. weird. Can you remember why Cara and Daniel watched over you or why you have these injuries?"
      "They were here..? I-I can't r-remember. I just know.. that R-Ray is injured. I c-can feel him.. hurting."
I pick the cloth back up and begin washing her arm.
"Do you remember calling someone? Someone you.. dislike?"
She traces the idiot's name. "Him?"
"Yes.. him."
     "No, w-why did I?"
"Oh god.. what's the last thing you can remember?"
Charlotte thinks for a moment. "I baked c-cupcakes for you guys because.. I couldn't sleep.. and you three were g-going at it."
Okay, so before she got sick.
      "We.. we c-cuddled. I remember being v-very content. I.. who's the third m-man here? What's his.. name? I remember w-what I did with him,
b-but not his n-name."
Oh shit.
"That would be Levi. Does that name ring a bell?"
I put her arm back in the tub and splash water to get rid of the soap.
      "No.. it d-doesn't. Why? Why
d-doesn't it?"
"I couldn't tell you."
She gives me her other arm, so I continue with that.
      "Is R-Ray awake?"
"No, Ray is still sleeping. He's very fatigued. He'll probably be out for a couple days."
      "H-have I.. k-kissed Ray?"
Oh.. she forgot bits and pieces. Shit.
"You have. He bragged about it that night you baked cupcakes." 
     "How a-about.. Levi?"
"Nope. You haven't done anything with him. He has heard you moan though."
      "So.. he h-hasn't seen me.. n-naked?"
"He.. has. I'll tell you that later. I promise."
      "... okay."
I put her arm back down and repeat the same process for the rest of her body. She's generally relaxed, but if I skimmed over a cut I'd get shocked right in the neck. It hurt.

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