Suffer No More (completed)

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as I grew up I was told that I'm my brothers Jax's and Thomas's half-sister since my dad had me before he married  Gemma. I never knew anything about my mother other than her not wanting me.

Gemma had taken me as her own and raised me as if she had me. and the guys in the Redwood club all loved me and treated me with respect.

when I became fully legal Tig made it known to me that he wanted to be more than a friend and with my father's blessing as well as warning we started dating.

When my father was murdered by the shitty Prez Redwood has now Tig became his S.a.a which means that he's got to do Clay's dirty work and protect Clay at all times.

Things in my life were going great. I had a family that loved me, and friends that respected me. and a good job as a mechanic. 

I was curious about my birth mother. but I never let it get to the point where I would dig very deep into the past to uncover who she is and what she does if she's even still alive.

I just left it as it was and went about my life.

would I like to know her? yes. would I like to put a face to her name? Yes. if I never see her or know her would it bother me? No. 

Every since I was a little girl Gemma was my mother, the only one I fully knew. she was there for me through everything and she helped me with everything.

Jax has always been the pain in my ass little brother that I'd protect in a heartbeat and not care that he can take care of himself. 

my family is people that I love. 

the one person that's part of my family that I don't love or respect Is Clay cause I know what he done to my father and I'm never gonna forgive him or let that go. 

I love Tig and I would love to have a life with him but half the time his head is up Clay's ass so us having a life is not looking so grand.

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I'm sitting here with my mom talking about different things as I wait for a customer to come with car issues since its one of our slow days.

"so baby, how's life with Tig?" she asked

"as good as it can be with him being up Clay's ass" I tell her

 she knows how I feel about Clay so she doesn't try to make me change or say anything nice about him. Hell Clay knows I hate him and won't ever say anything nice to him or about him.

"Things have gone crazy" she says

I looked at her with a pointed look.

"Momma Piney was daddy's s.a.a and when shit was crazy Piney wasn't constantly up daddy's ass" I stated

"well Clay has much more on his plate" she says

"cause he bites off more than what this club needs to handle. and he gets them in deeper shit without caring about what will or may happen in retaliation" I tell her

she brushes some of her hair back and looks at me.

"you're right," she says

"I love these guys with the exception of his ass. and seeing what he is doing is fucked up" I comment

"we cant say anything cause our voice doesn't matter when it comes to the club ordeals," she says

"cause they are fucking stuck in the decade where woman have no say or anything," I replied

she nodded her head at that.

"I just hate the direction shit is going" I say

"me too baby," she says

I sighed before I slouched back on the couch.