Suffer No More (completed)

5

I had gotten a manila envelope in the mail from an unknown sender. 

when I opened it I saw some information about my birth mother and other important details that whoever sent this envelope to me felt I needed to know.

I spent a grand majority of my time reading everything over and over again just to try and make sense of half of it. 

I found out that my birth mom was alive and in Charming. that she was a bad alcoholic and dad took all rights of me from her cause she couldn't be trusted.

I learned that after her rights to me were taken that she admitted herself into rehab but it never worked out cause she'd pull herself out time and time again.

up till a couple of years ago. when she came close to losing her life due to Alcohol. so she admitted herself into rehab and fully stayed. now she's sober and trying to get a fresh start.

I put the manila envelope away and took some time to think about it all as I kept myself busy with work and spending what time I had with Tig with him and not anything else.

I had ran into my birth mom and she knew me some how right off. 

she asked me how I was and if things with me and my father was going well. I told her point blank my father is deceased which she gave her condolences before she asked to be able to see me again. and I had told her she didn't wanna have anything to do with me that she never wanted to really get help till it was to late. so its too late to know me after all these years.

I had walked off leaving her where she stood not wanting to hear pitty excuses or anything.

I shared with Tig all that I had learned thinking that it stays between us till I was ready for the others to know. but when the guys came barging into mine and Tig's home and they chloroformed and took me to the clubhouse. I knew he spilled to Clay what I told him.

 When I came to I was sitting on the couch with the guys practically surrounding me.

"what is going on?" I asked slowly sitting up and rubbing my face trying to get my self back together and the fog to clear in my brain from that shit.

"We want the truth." Clay says

 "What the hell are you on about?" I asked

"we know you have been lying to us" Bobby says

"about?" I asked

"what happened in the interrogation room" Juice says 

"this is really about Sthal's fucking ass" I asked

"Yes. now talk" Opie says

I rolled my eyes.

"let me guess either she was seeing some horseshit lies saying I told her blah blah blah. and you al fed into the shit. or someone has been feeding you all lies and now here we are going through this shit" I commented

"we was informed that you had reciecved a letter from an anonymous person about your mom and some club matter" Jax says

I looked at Tig

"you cant keep shit I tel lyou to yourself can you?" I asked

"this is club matter" he says

"no its my life. not the clubs" I replied

"you had information about my club" Clay says

"for the last fucking time Clarence this isn't your club. It is John Thomas Teller's."  I say

 he back handed me and I lunged at him and stared punching the fuck outta him before I was pulled off.

"you ever hit me again mother fucker and I'll seal you fucking fate." I warned

"not before I seal yours you fucking rat" he says as he stands up with the guys help.

"do you coward" I say

"not till I get what I want from you" he says

"then eat shit cause you ain't getting nothing from me" I replied

"we'll see" he says

He went to walk off.

"don't walk off Clarence do to me as you did my father. " I say 

"I don't know what you are talking about.

"you killed my father so kill his daughter you piece of shit" I say pushing the person holding me off.

"I didn't do anything to John" he says

"and bears don't shit in the woods" I replied

He walked over and got in my face.

"what in the hell is going on here?" momma asked

"we are handling a rat Gemma" a prospect replied

she sees Clay and I in each others face.

"you motherfuckers are calling my daughter a rat?" she asked as she rushed over and speerated clay and I

"this isn't over "Clay says