Suffer No More (completed)

7

How ironic of me getting kidnapped occurs after I ended Clarence.

they tried and tried to get me to say shit to give them a lift or some shit on the guys but they got nothing from me.

so they beat me and had their filthy way with me over and over again before one night I was freed.

they dropped me in front of the hospital and it's where I had been for roughly a week.

momma was the only one that came to visit cause I had it where no one but here was allowed since she's my only family.

"you think things for you and the guys will ever go back to how it was?" she asked as she sat beside me and played with my hair.

"I really doubt it, momma. I mean they never came to me and asked me what I got in the manila envelope. they just followed their daddy's orders and treated me as if I was one of their rats." I replied

"wanna tell me what all you know?" she asked

"you want me to share it with you in a place where there is no privacy?" I asked

"maybe it will help. I mean we'll stop talking when someone comes in" she says

I nodded my head before I shared with her everything I knew and then some.

"so you found your father's manuscript?" she asked

"I was at the storage unit wanting to get it organized so if ever you needed something from it. you'd not fall and brake a hip or some shit cause the junk that cluttered the floor. half way thought getting shit organized I came across old pictures of us all and I sat down reminising about the good ol'days when we all was together. before tragedy struck and things went to shit. after looking at the pictures I seen a manila envelope and there it was" I tell her

"your father always like to write, he said it helped him declutter his mind" she tells me

"well he had a shit load on his mind cause that book is nineteen chapters long" I tell her

she nodded her head already knowing about it.

"he never wanted you, Jax, or Tommy to get stuck in this club, but he knew that it practically being in your blood there was no way to escape." she says

We talked a bit more till one of the nurses walked in and did their routine of checking on me, asking questions and other things before leaving.

"Momma I told youwhat had happened to me while I was taken. and I am telling you if one lucked up and put a baby in me I'm keeping the baby." I tell her

"I'll be right there with you along the way hunny" she says

"Ms.Teller" 

I looked over and seen the doctor.

"yes?" I asked

"seems as though you are pregnant. I do apologize for the delay in the test. the lab was handling quit a bit of blood transfusions from a big pile up that happened and major surgeries" he says

"can you tell me how far?" I asked

"a couple of weeks" he says

I nodded my head

"thank you" I say

"welcome. and congratulations," he says

"thanks" I say

after he takes his leave I teared up and momma held me close.