Suffer No More (completed)

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The three days I had spent with Ez I had connected with him much better than I had my ex, my "family" and so called friends.

Ez didn't care that I'm pregnant. cause in those three days we was spending with each other. we fell in love and started a realtionship.

We knew that him being ten miles away was a challenge but we both promised to do all we could to make it work.

And that's just what we've been doing.

he'd come see me I'd go see him. 

when we couldn't go to the other we'd talk endlessly on the phone.

Momma noticed a change in my behavior and she started being her typical self and snooping around asking questions and I flat-out told her.

 " momma I'm in love with Ez and we are dating" 

she was happy for me that I've got someone like him and not a civilian who can't handle club life.

Now here I am eight months pregnant carrying a boy who I will be honoring my father and baby brother. by giving my son their name in some form. I've been debating which way to go with the naming so that part is in the air.

my relationship with the guys hasn't changed much. I mean I do talk with them but I don't trust them nor do I treat them as I had before the whole Ratt ordeal bullshit.

they've asked me how me and my son are doing and I let them know we are just fine.

they know I'm dating Ez cause I've brought him to the clubhouse plenty of times he was able to come see me.

they tried the whole protection bullshit but I stopped that mighty damn fast.

" look just cause I am back to speaking with you bunch doesn't give you the clear to go back to how we were before with the whole you hurt her we hurt you will deal with us shit. cause we aren't fully back to that shit. its just talking nothing else so don't try the whole protecting horseshit" I told them

they didn't like that but I didn't care.

I keep Ez up to date with how my pregnancy is going and I keep him updated with everything.

momma is pleased that I've got someone that isn't gonna do me wrong over stupid bulshit that he's fed. and she has given him the whole protection warning which is fine cause I've not lost trust in her or anything like I am with the redwoods sons. 

Ez promised my momma that he'd never harm me, beat me, or hurt me in any way. that he's a lover and respects women who have respect for themselves. he told her that he's madly in love with me and plans to make me his wife one day. 

which that alone got momma so tickled she has already started planning the wedding and calling Ez her son.

Ez and I have talked about so much that involves my son. and I told him one of these days with things going so amazing between us then my son will become his and mine.