Suffer No More (completed)

8

It's been two months since I've been released from the hospital and in that time frame, I've been busy getting my new place ready for a baby.

granted I do have six or so months left till they arrive. but I wanted it all handled so I can focus much more on them and not worry if I have all I'll need.

Momma and I have converted a bedroom into a nursery. she had gotten one of the prospects to help out with the heavy lifting while she and I did the building.

I asked Kip to lay in the crib so I knew that if it could hold a grown man then my baby would be perfectly fine.

now that everything I bought, built, and put where it belongs I have been enjoying my pregnancy. 

I've gone from working on cars to being in the office with Momma. 

the guys have tried the damnedest to talk to me and get things to go back to how they were but with the shit they pulled and how they treated me. it's not looking good or in their favor of shit going back to how it was.

I have fully called shit off with Alexsander. I blacked out his crow having a different design in its place and I had returned his ring.

when the guys saw that I no longer had Alexsander's crow they knew shit was real serious.

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"Elaine" 

I looked up and saw Jax

"what Jackson?" I asked

"How are you?" he asked

"That's not what you really want to know now is it?" I asked

he sighed before shaking his head

"then what do you want?" I asked

"to apologize," he says

"this would be what? apology number thirteen?" I asked

He nodded his head

"just stop. I won't ever forgive you all. so stop coming to me and saying your sorry ok. I am not gonna tell none of you that its fine I understand and I forgive you. cause I don't and I wont" I tell him

He sighed and teared up before he walked off and in walked momma.

"apologizing again?" she asked

"yea," I tell her before I got up and clocked out.

"you gonna go see your daddy?" she asked

"yeah. spend time with him and Thomas" I replied

"stay safe out there alright" she says

"I'll do my best" I tell her

"oh, by the way Mayans are in town" she says

"Oakland or Santo Padre?" I asked

"some from both," she says

I nodded my head and gave her a kiss on her cheek before I left and headed to the graveyard where I spent some time talking with my baby brother before I headed to my dad's and talked with him for a while.

I ran my fingers through my hair as I asked my father for some guidance on how things may go in my life.

I'm heartbroken and feel as though my life will remain how it is a complete mess with an innocent soul soon to be coming into the world.

After talking with pops I got up dusted myself off and blew Pops and Tommy a kiss before I headed off.

After I spent some time at home collecting myself and everything I headed back out to enjoy the peace and quit as well as fully clear the air.

"Hi" someone greeted

I looked up and seen a Mayan standing before me.

"Hi" I replied

"mind if I join you?" he asked

"not at all" I replied

He took a seat next to me on the bench.

"I'm Ez" he says

"Elaine" I replied

"Gemma's daughter?" he asked

"thats the one" I replied

"what are you doing out here?" he asked

"fresh air does the pregnant body good" I replied

he smiled

"how far are you?" he asked

"two in half months" I replied

"congratulations" he says

"thank you" I replied

"so are you the prospect for Santro Padre or Oakland?" I asked

"Well I was for the first but then I moved up state to Oakland" he says

"like it better ?" I asked

"family issues" he says

"I know all about the shit" I say

 he smirked

"so Ez. wanna go grab a bite and If Marcus doesn't care I may kidnap you and keep you, hostage, for a while" I say

"I can always call and ask" he says

"Nah Hunny I'll do it" I tell him before I called Marcus.

"Hello princesa to what do I owe this pleasant call?" Marcus asked

"I'm keeping Ez for a while. I hope you don't mind, he's gonna be occupied for a while" I tell him

I could hear him chuckle

"I need him back in a few days" he says

"you have my word Marcus" I tell him

"ha sido un placer hablar contigo " he says

"you as well Marcus" I tell him 

we tell each other goodbye before I looked at Ez.

"I have you for three days" I tell him

"a lot can happen in that time" Ez says

"oh I know that hunny" I say before I climbed into my car and Ez got on his bike and followed me off to the diner.

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ha sido un placer hablar contigo- it was good talking to you