chapter one
Reminiscing over the past memories I've had with those boys makes me realize alot of things.
One, how lucky I am to have those boys trying to prove to me that I could atleast save myself even though I myself wasn't trying to, I already gave up even before I tried. Second, how I miss those times when I was with them enjoying every second that I can without thinking much as the day would end so quickly, how they assured me that it's good to have fun while you still can.
Lastly, it made me realize how insensitive of me to think that I was the only one who was hurting, to see that they tried so hard for me to forget the bad memories that was stopping me from being happy. I guess I was just too selfish I was afraid, too afraid to get hurt again.
The ringing of the school bell disturb me from the thoughts running inside my head. I stood up greeting the teacher as a sign that class has ended and it was already lunch. Leaving a heavy sigh, I gathered all my things I took my bag but as I looked up someone was infront of me, that someone was Min Yoongi.
I looked at him surprised as it has been a month since he last stood infront of my seat. He looked at me as if he has something to say but was afraid to say it because I might brush him off like I always do.
'H-Hi' He awkwardly waved his hand infont of me as I look at him. I gave him a small smile looking down at my desk continuing what I was doing before he came.
'Do you want to have lunch with us? L-like before?' He blurted out looking all nervous scratching the back of his neck.
'Why?' I silently replied trying to figure out what came into his mind that he asked me to join them for lunch all of a sudden.
'It's just that they boys asked me to ask you again and you see I was trying maybe you woul-' I cut him off nodding my head making my way to the door leaving him shocked that i agreed to have lunch with them.
I decided maybe finally I should just learn to forget, you know try to socialize and talk to them again just like before.
I smiled to myself thinking maybe I should just give them a chance, give myself a chance. They didn't do anything wrong for me to avoid them. I was just scared.
I walked off silently with my head hung low as I hear Yoongi running trying to catch his breath. I looked at him and smiled.
'Yah! Yoongi let's go I'm hungry' I dragged him towards the lunch room not minding all of the mean and rude stares I got from people that saw us.
'U-uh yeah o-okay' He sounds so nervous, he cleared his throat. He took my bag for me like he always did. Just like before.
I can still see people looking at me like I was crazy or like looking at me as if I did something wrong. Is it wrong for me to talk to them? Am I not allowed to? Yes I know that they didn't expect me to talk to them again but what can I do I just want my friends back.
I can feel Yoongi staring at me still shocked why I'm acting like this.
'Why are you staring at me? Is there something in my face?' I turned to him touching my cheek left and right trying to find if there was something.
'N-no, It's just- ugh let's just go your hungry right?' He smiled at showing his gums. I just laughed it off and continued dragging him towards the room. Soon enough he relaxed as we arrive infront of the lunchroom.
Well here goes nothing.
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Chapter one is published but it's not that good but anyways give it a try! All the members will appear pretty much the next chapter? Hope you would enjoy!
