author's note
Hi guys! Just to make things clear this chapter happened 4 years ago. Ask me questions if you are confused or anything! Enjoy!
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chapter 4
Having a trip with my family was what I've always wanted. Going to the beach,sight seeing and enjoying different delicious foods found in each place we visited. Together with Mom,Dad and my sister we decided to visit the country side. Roadtripping was also what we wanted, we were the kind of family that's adventurous, not afraid to do things family members don't usually do.
'Mom! Dad! Faster!!' I excitedly called them dragging my luggage that I was bringing. I checked all of the things that was with me. My phone,portable speaker, my headphones, clothes and of course chargers. I hurriedly went inside seeing my sister as excited as I was. We talked about what we were gonna do when we arrive at the place. I texted Jimin and the others that it was sad that they weren't gonna come with us and telling them maybe we should do it next time just us, friends.
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A week came by and we were ready to go home. We enjoyed our stay doing lots of things, sharing stories,laughing and enjoying every moment that we were together. I was excited to tell others what we did but then the excitement that I thought I was gonna feel when I arrive home was nowhere to be found when it happened.
I took out my headphones as I listen to the tunes Namjoon and Yoongi wrote, I loved every song they made, it made me remember all the hard work they did just to make the songs. My sister was asleep beside me, I looked at the window seeing a dark sky I expected to see lots of stars but there weren't any present.
Then soon it rained hard I could hear my mom tell my dad to so down because we might get in an accident. I looked back to see a bright light that made me cover my eyes. I squinted my eyes to see it was getting closer and closer until all I felt like I was thrown somewhere far away.
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I opened my eyes to see my mom infront of me blood all over her face. I tried to call her but no voice comes out of my mouth it feels like I was stopped.
'M-mom' I tried hard reaching for her hand But the cuts in my arm started to ache. I winced at the sight of a glass in my arm full of blood.
'B-baby stay right there o-okay? L-let's wait for h-help' she whispered as she tried to smile at me but she was weak she felt weak. Then her eyes closed I tried to call her but she wasn't answering.
'M-mom d-don't leave me'
I woke up panting with tears in my eyes. Trying to calm myself by saying it was a dream. When I'm in a state like this I needed my sister but she wasn't here she was working overnight. Gasping for air I took out my phone trying to call Jimin
Please pick up, please pick up.
'J-jimin'
'Y-yea?' I could sense that I woke up Jimin from his sleep but I was still grateful he answered my call.
'I-i h-had a n-nightmare' I hiccuped trying to make sure I was still okay.
'Lee Eunbyul, stay there don't touch anything drink water don't go anywhere I'm coming there' He sternly said hanging up on me. I did what he said I stayed there but I went outside to get a glass of water till everything became black.
I woke up in a hospital bed with Jimin beside me sleeping. I guess he brought me here.
'J-jimin' I tugged his arm as he woke up rubbing his eyes. Looked at me wide-eyed standing up.
'Are you okay!? Does anything hurt!? I should call the doctor wait here!' He stood up but I stopped him telling him I was okay. Just then the door opened a doctor came in smiling at me telling me to sit up.
'So Eunbyul are you okay already?' He assured me touching my hand in a soothing way. I nodded as Jimin looked at me worriedly I mouthed him 'I'm okay' as he nodded walking near me.
'Well Eunbyul I should maybe just tell you directly should I?' He silently laughed trying to lighten up my mood. I was nervous, this was the first time that I was in the hospital ever since the incident happened.
'Here it goes' I held Jimin's hand calming myself for the news the doctor was about to say.
'Eunbyul, are you aware that you're depressed?' He carefully told me as I felt Jimin's hand tighten in mine. I didn't dare to look at him I was scared, I was scared he might leave me when he was here that the doctor said I was depressed. I was scared that he might stay away from me, afraid that he might think of me differently. I was afraid that he would leave me just like everyone did.
I was made to be alone
Everyone left me
Maybe he we would do the same
Maybe he would.
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Chapter 4 is up! But no Taehyung in this chapter I'm sorry :-( But enjoy!!
