12- A Big Decision

424 9 4
                                        


Swallowing the lump in my throat, I walked to the sofa in my room and took a seat, patting the space next to me, Will joined me and turned his body to face mine. "I've been thinking about something, and it was driving me mad, so I spoke to the boys and they think I'm crazy, but still think it's a good idea, I spoke to Chantelle about it too and she's up for it, she actually helped with some of the details" he said, still looking a little nervous and I was just getting confused, "Okay..so what is it exactly?" I asked, waiting for clarification. "Sam. I want to know, if you would be my like, assistant? I need someone to help keep me organized, especially over the next couple of months, I've got matches all over the place. I need someone who can read through my contracts because I'm dyslexic as fuck, someone who is calm and organized and in control and somebody's gotta keep me sane. You can do all those things, and you'd get to travel like you wanted, you'd come to Japan with me and I can show you around, I just think you'd be really good at taking care of me, and I want to keep seeing you after this run in AEW.. And I'll pay you well of course" He grinned as he finished rambling and I was shocked. I had no idea what to say. He'd obviously thought about the distance too.. was this his way around it? I smiled "I'll have to think about it. I mean, I'd have to speak to people at work about me leaving on short notice, and figure out what I'd do about my home and my dog, but, I will think about it, I promise." I replied.

"Wait, is this why you were sending texts when Chantelle mentioned how I keep her alive?" I giggled and he nodded, looking proud of himself "I was trying to think of a way we could see each other after Forbidden Door, and when she said you're like her PA, it gave me the idea, so I ran the idea passed a few people and they said it was a good idea for me to have someone to help" he took my hand in his "I really wanna keep seeing you Sam, and I genuinely do need someone to take care of me on tour, and I think you could help me be my best me.. If that makes sense" he said beginning to look nervous again, a very cute expression on his face, I smiled and squeezed his hand "I'd like to keep seeing you too, I'll have a think about the logistics and I'll see what I can do" I looked into his blue eyes and there was that pause again, I thought I caught him inch his face a little closer, but just like before, he pulled away, and let go of my hands "Cool, let me know when you have an answer, I'll leave you to enjoy you're day with your friend, I've got some errands to run, see you later Sam" He said standing up and walking to the door, but as he opened it, he turned back to me with that signature grin on his face, winked and then walked out.

My head was swimming. My thoughts went a million miles an hour. 'He wants to see me more, wants me to tour with him, take care of his business, look after him and be with him almost all the time? It seems like the perfect way around the distance issue, but would it be a bit too fast? Spending so much time together, in another country, a country that I don't know at all, especially when I have feelings for him. I had thought he felt something for me too, but twice today there had been a moment, a pause in time, a perfect opportunity to kiss me and make any feelings he had, pretty clear, but both times he had pulled away, backed off as if he didn't have feelings for me at all? Oh God, what do I do? This is crazy! Do I just run off to Japan with this man? I love adventure but this seems too much, there are so many things that could go wrong.' A headache began to form as my thoughts raced. So I decided to change my clothes and go for a jog to clear my head and try to figure out what to do.

After my jog, I took a hot shower and got my notebook from my bag, I usually used it to plan makeup looks and list any kit that I needed to buy, but right now, I needed to begin writing a plan, if I do this, I need to have everything in place. I began writing and scribbling lists, what I would need to sort, including somewhere to live, probably back in England, how I would pay for hotels and places to stay, how I'd move all my things, who would take Roxy, how I would be able to get her back to the UK, what would I say to work, the questions were endless, I really had a lot to think about, and it all seemed like a lot of hassle, especially for a man I'd only known a couple of weeks.

The knocking at my door brought me out of my thoughts and scribbles. I opened the door to see Chantelle grinning at me, she rushed in "Well? Did he come over!?" She asked excitedly and I nodded in response "I haven't given him my answer, there's a lot to think about, I don't know if I can do it" I sighed and saw her pout "You have to! You know I'll help as much as I can! You can't let this opportunity go, you'd get to travel, to see Japan and spend so much time with the man you like!" She squeaked, echoing what Will had said, apart from the liking him bit. She strolled over to the bed and dragged me with her, sitting me down next to her "What is it you said to me when I didn't know if I wanted to design those swimsuits last year?" She asked, forcing me to look at her "You didn't come this far to only come this far" I sighed, remembering the moment "Exactly! So you wouldn't be doing makeup anymore but you can always go back to that in the future, for now you have this great chance to broaden your horizons and do something that you'd be amazing at! Come on, give it a chance, we can work out all the details!" She squeezed my arm, practically buzzing with excitement, I rolled my eyes and smiled "Don't use my own logic against me! Ugh, fine, if we can figure out all the details, and work out a way to actually make this viable before my birthday, then yes, I'll do it." I replied, giving in, and she squealed, "Yes!! Let's get to work, I will help you make the right decision, I promise!"

-----------------------------------------------------
Author's notes: What do you think? Crazy right!?
Please vote, comment and follow me for more wrestling nonsense.

Will Ospreay - The Kingpin's weaknessWhere stories live. Discover now