As time went on, Hannah and Alexander's bond only grew. The two of them got closer, and they both enjoyed each other's company. Hannah was beginning to feel insecure, the thought of her not being good enough, or how maybe Alexander would only talk to her out of pity or if he was bored would frequently come into her mind, and no matter how many times Alexander would reassure her, the thoughts kept coming, over and over again. No one treated her the way Alex did, no one.
It was like Hannah and Alex were meant for each other, their likes and dislikes, their kinks and turnoff's were almost all the same, the way they got along with each other so well was almost scary. Everything was going great, they'd call every day still, always finding new things to talk about, there was never a moment where the conversation got awkward or unpleasant,
However, one call seemed to change all of that for a moment...
It started off as a normal call, playing truth or dare as usual, until the conversation got heated, so heated to the point where Hannah felt herself getting wet, she tried to stop it by closing her legs, but she couldn't, so she gave in,
"On a scale of 1-10, how turned on are you right now?" Alexander asked through the phone, unaware Hannah was already touching herself,
Hannah kept her voice at a whisper, scared if she raised it that it would be obvious, "7 going into 8.." she replied, and continued to touch herself. She didn't know what Alex said next, but the next thing she heard was him asking why the numbers went up, and she was a little ashamed to answer. She knew if she told him why, he wouldn't be weirded out, but at the same time she wasn't 100% sure, regardless, she answered,
"Because I want you right now."
She heard Alex inhale sharply on the other side of the phone, "I'm not gonna lie, that was hot." He said, laughing a little awkwardly,
It only escalated from there, Alex was trying to change the topic but the only thing on Hannah's mind was him, next thing she knows they're both panting and moaning over the phone, touching themselves to each other.
Hannah loved every second of it, she's never done stuff like that with somebody before, not over the phone or in person, it was a first for her and she loved it, she loved hearing Alex moan her name, and the sound of his bracelets as he stroked himself to her,
He finished to her, but she didn't. She couldn't. She's never came before, no matter how deep she'd go with her fingers she could never cum, it was frustrating and a little annoying at this point, because she wanted to, really bad. She sighed and went on for a little bit longer once Alex was finished, and then came the silence. Alex was beginning to regret it, and she couldn't help but feel a little hurt, but she understood, and she felt guilty. She felt as if she pressured him into it, so she asked if he could tell her whether or not he regretted it later on, and when they ended the call, about 10 minutes he got a text from him.
He did regret it, and maybe it was the way he worded it, but she felt absolutely horrible, not only did she feel as if she pressured him into it, but she felt like she didn't do a good job, she continously apologized, even when Alex would say it was okay and she didn't pressure him, she still apologized. They both agreed that this didn't change anything, and that they shouldn't do this again, they couldn't. They were just friends.
A few days passed and Hannah couldn't bring herself to call him, she didn't think he wanted to. Even though they agreed it doesn't change anything between them, they never crossed that line before, even with all the heated flirting, they never did anything like that before. It was new to her. Eventually, they did call again, and they talked about it,
"I just don't see myself with you." Alexander said, and Hannah figured that was his way of rejecting her, which she understood, they were just friends after all.
"I understand." Hannah replied, but part of her didn't, she knew the two of them were just friends, but at the same time a small part of her wondered why they couldn't just say fuck it and date, and so this confused her, a lot. It left her insecure and guilty, Alex was amazing, so why would he ever look at her in that kind of way? Sure, they talked about things normal friends don't talk about and did things normal friends don't do, but maybe he wasn't serious, and didn't mean any of it. These were the intrusive thoughts Hannah had, and she felt horrible thinking of him in that way, but she's been played and used so many times it was hard not to, but deep down she knew he was a good person, even if he didn't think he was.
Hannah tried to get past what had happened, apologized multiple times, but in the end she realized maybe she regretted it a little bit too. Not because it was with him, but because they weren't together, she wanted to do things like that with someone when she was dating them, and maybe that's what Alex felt as well, maybe he didn't think doing what he did with her was something he regretted because it was with her, maybe it was because they weren't even dating. He has had bad relationships in the past, a lot of them, so its understandable which is why Hannah wasn't as upset as she used to be. She would feel the same way if she was in his place, she did feel the same way.
The two of them began to call again, just like before. Nothing changed, of course it was a little awkward at first because of everything that had happened, but they quickly got over it and started talking again like normal, and Hannah couldn't have been happier.
Things were going good once more, Hannah and Alex were happy, everything was back to normal, until it wasn't.
