Prof. Bang / / ChanLix 18+

26.

We decided to take a walk together after I had gotten off of work. I stuffed my hands into my pocket. 

It was chilly out here.

"Gosh, I dont even know where to start." He sighed. "Look. Looking back on how I was when we were dating... I hate myself for it, Felix. I should have given you more attention instead of-"

"No, I understand." I shrugged, facing him as he stopped. "You constantly work. You're busy, and-"

"Felix, that's not an excuse." He put his hand on my cheek. "I've never been too good at focusing on more than one thing. I should have put more attention towards you. Balanced you and work equally. But I screwed it all up. I know I'm being selfish, showing up to ask for you back. And I wouldnt blame you if you said no. If you kicked me to the curb and-"

"Chan!" I covered his hand that still rested on my cheek. 

"You're so cold, Felix." He exhaled, removing his jacket and putting it over my shoulders. I felt myself blush at the gesture. 

"Tch." I smiled at him. "You're not selfish. But are you sure thats what you want? We broke up the first time for a reason. I just... I dont want something like that splitting us up again."

"I wouldnt let it, Felix." He closed his eyes. "I just miss you. I miss... us."

"I do too, Chan." I felt myself smile. "Since the day we broke up, I've regretted every moment of it."

"Wait really? Because every single day, I wanted to show up to your house and beg for you back. I'm just surprised I was able to show up today," He laughed and I grabbed his hand. 

"Y'know how lonely I've been without you?" I shook my head. "Good grief."

"Felix, does this mean you'll be mine again?"

"Of course, Chan. As long as you take me on a ramen date! I miss ramen!"