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(Hazel's Pov)
I fluttered my eyes open to someone jumping on my bed. I groaned and sighed as I looked to see Honey was jumping on my bed trying to wake me up...he's so childish, he does this almost every morning when I'm not awake ''Hazel-Chan wake up we gotta go to school'' Honey said giggling as he hummed softly while jumping mindlessly on my bed.
I sighed as I sat up and rubbed my head and eyes tiredly. I stretched and yawned a bit "I'm up, I'm up" I said, ''Mitsukuni enough'' Takashi said with his deep voice, Honey stopped jumping on my bed as I looked at him tiredly and smiled tiredly "Good Morning. We gotta get ready for school Rirushisu'' (lil Sis in Japanese) Honey said,
I nodded as they walked out and let me change. I hopped out of bed stretching and yawning again as I hopped out of my pj's which was just one of Takashi's sweaters he let me have because they're so big and comfy to sleep in. I looked outside seeing it was nice and sunny, but it's also almost fall so I knew it was probably going to be a bit chilly so I wore my favorite baby blue dress with a nice white cardigan and put on my black boots.
I brushed my long blonde hair and put it in a high ponytail. My door opened as I looked to see Takashi has mine and Honey's bags packed and ready to go ''Ready?" Honey asked, I smiled and nodded as me, him, and Takashi headed out to the limo and headed to Ouran Academy...we usually take the same Limo as Chika takes his own since his school is in the opposite direction of ours...not to mention he leaves earlier than we do so he can get some karate lessons in before class...always trying to surpass Honey as the superior...Poor Chika...
When we got to school, we hopped out of our Limo and walked right in. Everyone greeted both Honey and Mori while I went unnoticed...this wasn't unusual seeing as their host club is very popular so everyone just adores them while I'm basically nothing...it hurts and it makes me very sad.
I don't blame the others; I blame myself really for being this shy and quiet...I don't want to worry the others though...they're very protective of me and have been ever since I was little...I don't like worrying them...it just makes me feel even worse so I try to keep it in and be happy...it's just hard sometimes...
I sighed as Takashi and Honey walked me to my class because not only do they always take me to class but their class was pretty much the same direction so they didn't mind, I liked when they walked me to class. I smiled and hugged them both bye as I walked in my class and sat down at my seat which was way in the back where I won't be bothered by anyone.
I looked around to see other kids talking among themselves and with their friends...I couldn't help but frown and sigh...I felt a bit jealous if I'm being honest because I wish I had friends to talk to and hang out with...but I don't...it's literally just me...I mean it used to me just me, Chika, Honey and Takashi...but then we all grew up, grew apart and partake in other things...
I feel so left out ya know? It's sad...and it hurts...I wish I wasn't this way but I don't know what to do...showing emotions wasn't big in my family, they were strict and you always had to remain tough and strong...so what the hell am I supposed to do?
(LUNCH)
When the bell rang, everyone had gathered up their things and headed to the lunchroom to eat. I sighed as I put my books in my bag and headed down to the lunchroom greeted by Honey and Takashi, I smiled softly ''Rirushisu How was class?" Honey asked, I nodded ''It was good'' I said with smile but then was followed by a sad sigh, ''Hazel'' Takashi said putting a hand on my shoulder. I looked at him and smiled but it looks like he wasn't buying it.
He picked me up and made me look him in the eye ''What's wrong?" he asked, I sighed and shrugged "Just a little distracted is all, but I'm okay really" I said, he still looked unconvinced but decided not to push it, ''Hazel-Chan what's the matter? Do you want some cake for lunch to cheer you up?" Honey asked, I looked down and nodded as Takashi sighed and put me down.
Honey grabbed my hand and dragged me to a table as him and Takashi sat down across from me. He handed me a piece of cake which made me smile as I took a few bites out of it then stopped because I suddenly lost my appetite ''Hazel why aren't you eating?" Honey asked, I shrugged 'what the hell is wrong with me?' I thought and sighed a bit...
I hate all these bad thoughts; they make it so hard to hide how I feel with my family and it makes them worried...I hate making them worried but I can't shake the feelings nor can I turn off the thinking...it sucks...these thoughts are like a plague just infecting my mind and not letting me be happy...why am I like this?
Takashi picked me up and put me on his lap then hugged me which made my eyes widen for a second. I sighed a little but smiled as I hugged back...I liked hugs...they made me feel loved and wanted...but why am I so sad today? I guess I'm just sad because I'm so lonely...I hardly ever see my brothers and cousin anymore. I have nothing to do at home besides practicing martial arts, reading or watching tv but that's about it...there's nothing special about me...
I sighed as I closed my eyes and hugged Takashi a little longer. After that, I pulled away and looked up at him "Thank you Takashi" I said, he smiled and rubbed my head which made me smile as he sat me back down at the table, "Do you feel better Hazel-chan?" Honey asked, I smiled and nodded as I went on to eat lunch and some sweets.
After Lunch, Honey and Takashi walked me to my other classes which made me hug and thank them as I sat back in my seat and looked out the window...I couldn't help but feel lonely again which made me sigh as I rolled my eyes, put on a smile, did my work and listened to the teacher until school was over.
(TIME SKIP AFTER SCHOOL)
As soon as the last bell rung, everyone gathered up their things and rushed out to do whatever it is they do after school. I sighed as I gathered up my things and headed out of the school and outside greeted by the cold fresh air and bright sky...I have to ride home alone considering my brother and cousin go to this host club they always talk about...
I frowned as I hopped in my limo and rode home...all alone, like usual every day...I let out a deep sigh and rubbed my head 'I might be tired' I thought as I rode on home in nothing but silence...I hate that it gets so quiet...I liked Takashi's and Honey's company, they both always made me feel so happy and less alone,
But now that they're gone...the silence is just so loud and deafening...sure, Takashi doesn't talk much but his presence still makes me happy but now...I'm just all alone...why is that? Why do I have to be left alone? I don't get it...what do I do? What am I supposed to do?
When I got home, I walked in my house hearing nothing but the quietness which made me sigh sadly. I walked up to my room, kicked off my shoes, threw my bag on the ground and plopped on my bed with a tired sigh...I looked up at the ceiling as my mind continued to spiral with all these bad thoughts which was giving me a headache...
Eventually it got too much to the point my eyelids grew heavy and the next thing you know, I fluttered my eyes closed and fell asleep...God I hate this...I wish it would just stop...why won't it just stop? Someone please make this all stop...
(and yes i'm aware the chapter is short, literally had nothing else to write so don't @me)
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