dear father,
i find myself wondering at times
if you ever were able to love me
if you cared when i showed you my first rhymes
or if you were too blind to see
that i would've given my all
for a father who shows love
for a father who for once didn't ignore my call
who for once didn't make me feel like he was above
and i hope that you know
that until my death bed, i will love you
even if my love had no room to grow
and i asked myself every day what to do
why didn't you notice when i started dating older men
to feel less alone
when i tried to find a father figure in them
i sometimes felt like a clone
but you wouldn't notice if i was one
because i said daddy so many times but never to you
you were never gone for long
but it doesn't matter what i do
cause you were never really here
so i'll look for you in him
while you drink your weekly beer
the lights will be dim
and i'll lay in his arms
and i'll be talking to you and him at the same time
when i say
"daddy, i love you"
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